The song Change the World from the movie Phenomenon keeps playing in my head ... though the words are all muddied.  I remember it being a very powerful song, one that sends goosebumps through me when I hear it.  I've watched the movie a couple of times.  It is outstanding, very thought provoking.  It demonstrates what is posssible when ones consciousness is awakened, and how much impact even a single person can have on the world, or at least the part of the world containing the people that ones life impacts.  For me, this is still a very limited circle.  My "personal" social world is quite limited, probably much more limited than you might suspect, though I consider the entire world and the whole of humankind in my conceptual world.  If you've read much of the material at my site, believe it or not, you know me better than all but a handful of people in my life.  Yes, my personal interactions with others are that limited.  They have been all of my life.  It is not clear if and when this is to change ... though the resolutions I was moved to make for 2002, indicate that this will be a year of opening up in ways that I have not experienced before.

The theme of creating a better world continues to dominate this expression.  Rightfully so, since this is what I am here to help to do.  Interesting, the first thing that came to mind was to do, but this was changed even before I could type it.  This is the first time I have been moved to express it in this way.  Help to do implies that there are other individuals and other forces at work cooperating towards a common objective.  So, how do I find some of these helpmates?  That is what I feel moved to do.  I desire to start relating to others deeply, spirit to spirit.  This goes far beyond an interest in one anothers life.  It involves being mutually supportive of one another, facilitating the expression of spirit in one another, and fostering spiritual growth and awareness.  This is all new to me.  My direct relationship to spirit is the only real model of this in my life to date.  My sense, however, is that even now, I am attracting the circumstances and people into my life to allow me to establish such relationships and experience this in the physical world with others.  Don't get me wrong, I will always need my share of time alone to replenish my spirit and explore the unknown realms of consciousness.  However, I need to balance this with the practical activity of working closely with others to create the foundations for a new world.

Exactly how this is to be done remains to be seen.  I am open to exploring whatever avenues come up.  There is a sense that my impact to date has been far more limited than it needs to be, primarily from choices that I have made.  It is time for this to change.  Further, I choose to take new actions that facilitate this change.  I have been wary of exerting my will most of my life.  My sense now, is that this is exactly what I need to do ... exert my will and observe the impacts, being fully accountable and taking responsibility for all that I do, of course.  My will is an instrument of spirit now; an instrument that can be used to effect change in the world.  I just need to be careful to keep it aligned with spirit, and ensure that I have the greatest good of all in mind when I exert it.  This alone, is a license for living life in a new way, a way that in many ways changes the very nature of the world that I experience.  For a long time, I have primarily been an observer.  Now, it seems, it is time to be a creator ... a mover and a shaker.  Why do I need such a major role in the play?  Simply because only such a role provides the avenue in which to share of whom that I am, to be all that I am capable of being, and to use all of my talents to do all that I can do in line with my purpose of allowing spirit to be more fully expressed in flesh.  In other words, I have the qualifications to play the part.

I like that term, a mover and a shaker.  It is like being an earthquake.  I have described my awakening experiences in 1993 as being a major beliefquake before, something that shook the foundations of all that I believed.  It was quite a powerful experience, definitely one that completely changed my life ... waking me to a reality that was much more than I had previously believed was even possible.  It seems that the transformation occurring now, is in many ways just as powerful.  It involves changing perceptions, beliefs, and knowingness that I have about myself so that I can be and express more.  I know that the limits that I have confined myself within have been self imposed.  They have been part of the definition of what I understood my self to be.  They are not necessarily truths.  Many are beliefs, albeit useful beliefs, that allowed me to realize and accomplish what I have in my life.  Now, there is an inner urge to grow beyond this once again.  The chrysalis is about to emerge as a butterfly once again ... to open its wings and fly into a whole new world.  Indeed, this is how I feel again.  It is like deja vu, similar to my experience in 1993 and again in 1998.  Though this time, there is a sense that I am much more empowered to make my mark in the world ... whatever that may be.  The ideas expressed at the Beyond Imagination site are but a springboard from which to jump.  These need to be expanded and made real in practical ways that work for the consensus world.

4007 came up earlier today.  This is of the form 7--4, G--d, in reverse.  Actually, G00D.  How interesting.  Yet there is a sense that All That Is, or the ONE consciousness is beyond good and evil.  It is also curious that the mirror image of evil is live.  74:The Benefactor is one who does good works to help those in need.  In a very real way, the whole world is in need ... on physical, emotional, mental, and spiritual levels.  Of course, some are in more need than others.  However, there is a sense that spiritual law will ensure in the end that all needs are met.  But, what about in the present, here and now?  Clearly, it appears as if many needs are not being addressed.  But, is that really true?  The reality is that spirit expresses perfectly each moment for the conditions that exist in that moment.  That doesn't mean that things can't be better ... only that they are as perfect as they can be right now.  Everything is happening in accord with spiritual law ... none are exempt from it.  We either willingly abide by it, or we suffer the consequences.  And, unlike with the laws of man, where one can break the law and not necessarily be caught;  for spiritual law, consciousness itself is the witness, so there is no way to hide.  Then again, some people partition themselves into compartments that the hide from one another; and they are not necessarily consciously aware of either what they do, or the consequences.  It doesn't matter.  Spiritual law is exact.  Ye shall reap what ye sow is one expression of it.

This year is really starting off with a bang.  I'm excited by what is coming through ... and by the way it is coming through.  It is wonderful to be this excited.  That is what being of service to consciousness does for me.  It renews my strength and energizes me.  It makes life fun again!  There is a sense of anticipation of what is to come;  especially the changes that are to come.  I'm seeing things with new eyes, hearing things with new ears, feeling things with a new expanded heart, and knowing things with a mind that has gone beyond itself once again.  Yes, in many ways this is a rebirth ... a rebirth in consciousness as real as any physical birth.  I'm only now beginning to get my bearings again.  Unlike my original birth, this time I got to keep the awareness that I had when I went through the 13:Death transformation and 16:The Tower experience.  There is a sense that I am reaching my birthrite, the level of consciousness that I had achieved when my last life was concluded.  It is not clear whether I am there yet ... but I sense that I am getting close.  That is why my life to date has been so easy overall.  It has all involved re-learning what I already knew at some level.  It has all come so naturally, and virtually effortlessly.  Oh, I did have to invest the time and effort ... quite a bit of time and effort at that ... to read and think and search for more.  There has always been a sense that there is something more, that there is a meaning to existence that is more than satisfying basis needs.  This led me to metaphysics as a teenager, and has become a lifelong obsession for me.  Yes, these very words are the fruit of that obsession.  Am I crazy?  Perhaps, but then you have to wonder how these ideas and observations could come forth as they do.  There is an organization that cannot be denied.  There is a purpose and a meaning in what is expressed.  Further, at times it can be quite moving to the spirit.  At least, it is for me.  My hope is that it is for you as well.

When the Beyond Imagination Notes came through in 1993-1996, the intent was to provide a thorough record of the experiences of the consciousness Wayne.  The Notes provide a trail of thoughts for anyone to follow to "walk in my shoes" so to speak, or at least, walk in my brain and see the world as I see it.  That doesn't mean that you will have the same experiences, however, since the meaning you find will be tailored to whom that you are ... and your background, experiences, and training are probably quite different than mine.   However, these are the only markers of the way that I know how to leave.  Perhaps that will change with time and my repertoire will expand.  In the meantime, I do the best that I can to bring forth what spirit would have me express.  Yes, this is a spiritual expression for me ... no, not a religious one, a spiritual one.  I don't consider myself religious.  I do not belong to any religion ... nor to any organization for that matter.  I have dabbled with a few metaphysical organizations, many years ago; but none in the past 10 years.  That is not to say that religions don't have their purpose in the world ... it is just that the higher spiritual path seems to be a very individual one, in which each individual must find their direct connection to source.  Most religions put a priestcraft in the middle as an intermediary between the individual and God.  Personally, this felt very wrong; and I was allowed to stop going to church at the age of around 11 if memory serves me.  I've always had a strong inner sense of right and wrong; and an ability to know the truth when I encountered it.  This has served me faithfully all of my life to date.  It is a very empowering ability.  It is not clear whether it can be taught or learned.  It seems that one either has it or one does not ... much like most natural abilities.

Wow!  I had to say that.  It accurately reflects how I feel.  It is wonderful to feel this connection to source in this manner again.  There is a sense that the three year slowdown in the writings has indeed created a backlog that seeks to be expressed.  It is a matter of choosing to focus my energies and time on allowing what needs to be expressed to come forth.  This year seems to have opened to door to doing that again.  I am moved to write, enough that other activities that compete for my free time have been pushed into the background.  It will be interesting to see how long this lasts.  I've had bursts of activity in the past ... and even sustained activity lasting several months, not everyday necessarily, but quite regularly and abundantly.  The energy feels different now somehow.  It is more constant and controlled.  There is a sense that this will allow it to be sustained.  But, that remains to be seen.  I can only do what I am moved to do and express what I am moved to express.  The mover being consciousness herself.  Yes, herself.  Consciousness has always been feminine to me.  She is my muse, the source of my musings.  I sing her song ... as does all life.  Yes, we are indeed the word made flesh.

What more can I say?  On the one hand, it seems that I have said alot through the years.  Yet, on the other hand, it seems that this is just the beginning ... there are still volumns upon volumns that can be expressed.  We have only touched the surface.  However, there is more to life than saying things; we must choose to believe things especially new things, and then choose to take action in accord with those beliefs.  This is how we create the illusion that constitutes our reality.  It is time to adopt some more powerful beliefs ... beliefs upon which the foundations for a new world can be built.  Further, this is something WE must do, not something that can be left to others in future generations.  We are the generation that choose to exist at this time when the transition to a new social order would occur.  At some level, we know this.  It is a matter of being true to ourselves and taking responsibility for doing our part to facilitate the transition.  Actually, it seems we are talking of generation(s), since the people on the planet span nearly 5 generations; though this is skewed sharply toward the younger two of these.

I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE!   Be Happy and Create Well!

LOVE,

Wayne