3 January 2002
YY/MM/DD = 02/01/03 comes across as 213 to me. These are the first three digits of my badge at work. It signifies 2:13 = "to the Death of". In the case of my badge, the final numbers are 41 = Wayne. Death is figurative, signifying a major transition of consciousness. The sense is that I'm on the verge of this again. 02/13/41 is not a real date ... so, it is not clear exactly when this transition is to occur for me personally. The dramatic increase in writing over the past few weeks suggests this is a significant transition time for me once again. Aha! From the middle left and the middle right, this is 12 .. 13. Wayne is 41, reversed is 14. 12 x 13 x 14 = 2184 = 888 (16). This is also C x D x E in Hex. The word C(0)DE comes to mind. The sense is that I have somehow broken the code. Curious.
This is what my life has come to. Numbers play such an important role in revealing the hidden spiritual meaning embedded in the symbol systems of the world. I am continually amazed at what comes forth ... what I am moved to observe, and what connections get made in my mind between things, especially between information. What an amazing web gets built ... a web that in a very real way constitutes the world in which we exist and the reality that we experience as a result. Yes, this information web is indeed a world of its own, and it is different for each of us; sometimes so different that we have very little in common. The good news is that we have some control over the web/world that is built. We can consciously choose where to focus our attention, which symbols to notice, and what connections to make. Though much of this occurs subconsciously as well ... you might say naturally. Our spirits innately know how to do this. In fact, it is what they do. The goal however, is to make the process more conscious ... so that we truly live in a spiritual world simultaneously with living in the physical world. That is what increased awareness is all about, becoming aware of ourselves as the spiritual beings that we are.
My life is still lived primarily in my head, though my heart does find its ways to express. Also, I am still a big time introvert, though I have resolved to take action to get beyond this and start making connections with others. I'm sure I'll be very selective about which others, however. My sense is that these will be attracted to me naturally. Indeed, this year, I've already made a connection. I believe this to be a sign of things to come. I'm not looking for followers, but for kindred spirits who choose to walk the path and journey together for a time. I am certain that such others are out there and that we will be able to find one another. The saying "through their works ye shall know them" comes to mind. Indeed, this is the decisive factor. It is in the works that flow from spirit through the individual that the nature of the individual is known. In engineering, we characterize systems as black boxes. We "know" these systems through understanding how they transform their inputs into outputs. It seems, the same is true for people. Though it may take some prying to know what the inputs have been for people. However, much can be ascertained solely from the outputs. Beauty and truth are obvious. These are sure signs that the entity involved is clearly guided by the light of spirit.
There is a sense of magic in the air that I have not felt before. The Harry Potter books appear to be the popular manifestation of this. However, there seems to be a corresponding force operating behind the scenes. The time is ripe for manifestation of new things in new ways. It is time for a new way of being to infiltrate the world. There is a sense, however, that the battle of right has been one, and that light will shine throughout the world and find ways to express more fully through everyone on the planet. That's a tall order. There is a large portion of humanity that lives in squalor and darkness. However, this can and must be fixed. We are ONE people on ONE planet. Further, we are all spawned from and connected to the same ONE consciousness. We must find a way to eliminate the great economic differences. This is not something the developed world cares to hear ... but there is an inner need for equality and fairness that must be expressed. Now, indeed, is the time!
We spoke yesterday of 2024 being 22:88(88) = 23:00(88). 2024 = 2 x 2 x 2 x 253 = 2 x 2 x 2 x 11 x 23. Now, isn't that interesting. This is the five dimensional express of the Master Number 11 and the 23:The King of Wands vibration. As such, it is the first expression of the Minor Arcana of the Tarot. It is curious that it contains 2 x 11 = 22, the completion of the expression of the Major Arcana as well. There is a sense that this is indeed a turning point ... or better yet, the completion of a turning point. 22:00(88) was 1936. At the half way point in 22:44(88) = 1980, the PC was born. We now stand at 22:66(88) = 2002, the three quarters point in the cycle.
Making connections ... that is what it is all about. That is how we create meaning from symbols. We place them in relationship to one another in whatever ways yield meaning. It is not so much about finding the truth that is there. It is more about revealing the partial truths and building more and more of a multidimensional puzzle. It is a fascinating endeavor, at least for me anyway, as should be obvious from the enthusiasm that comes through in these musings. My sense is that others would find it fascinating as well, but that it is definitely not for everyone. We all experience reality, but it is those who need to know the moreness of things, the explorers of consciousness, that are by nature suited for this work. To date, it has not been paid work. It seems that our spiritual job is something that we must volunteer for, something that we choose to do because we must, because we are driven to do it as the very expression of whom that we are.
I'm still more excited than I've been in some time. The connection to source is good. It feels great to be writing again in this manner. I feel "reborn" in spirit once again ... ready to take on the world in whatever way spirit would have me do. My sense is that there are some good times immediately ahead. However, they will be new ways of expression for me, and may take some getting used to. That's OK, I look forward to whatever is to come, trusting that spirit will ensure it is for my highest good and the highest good of all concerned. Yes, the ego and mania are starting to show again; but I sense in a more healthy way this time. At least, I can monitor myself and notice this. In my first two bouts of intense mania in 1993 and 1998, this was not the case. I observed myself literally going out of control, and ended up in the mental hospital as a result. However, those experiences were absolutely necessary to bring me to where I'm at now. They were crucial to my growth as a spiritual being. They were necessary to get me out of the mental plane into the spiritual. Because of this, I'm very grateful. I like whom I am now ... and whom that I am becoming. Further, I like what spirit has been able to express through me. I am indeed a scribe. I do the writing, but it is a voice within connected to source that does the speaking.
There is a sense of urgency flowing through my veins, a sense of purpose once again. This is a welcome change over the somewhat stagnant past couple of years. It seems there are cycles of activity and discovery that run through my life. I haven't paid enough attention to determine their nature and duration. It is not clear that I really need to know. The directive is simple, to do what I am moved to do to the best of my abilities. That is all that can be asked of anyone. We know we are doing this. The sense is one of being in the groove. That describes what I am feeling at the moment ... I am somehow in synch with the universe. It is definitely a good feeling. I know that it is the writing that does this for me. The creative expression via the written word is what I am meant to do. It is through words that my consciousness is truly allowed to express. This is indeed my song ... and I gladly sing it.
How can I know this? Good question. I just know. It also doesn't hurt that Mercury is at the very top of my astrology chart. This is one of the signs that I have an innate and powerful ability in the area of communication. It just struck me that for most communication there is an intended audience. However, this expression does not fit that mold. I have no particular audience in mind. I communicate for the sheer joy of expressing whatever is able to come through me. This has been true since the writings began on 5 March 1993. I post what comes through on the WWW, generally within days, if not hours, of when something is written. Then, I leave it up to spirit to attract whomever needs to be exposed to the material to the Beyond Imagination site. A few times in the past 8 years, I was moved to broadcast parts of the material in the hopes of attracting visitors to the site. For the most part, this was of limited success. At this time, I feel no need to do this anymore. The ideas will get to where they need to go of their own accord. My role is to bring them forth and "publish" them to the world. My sense is that maintaining the Beyond Imagination site satisfies this function. That is not to say that this may change as time unfolds. As I've stated before, I choose only to do that which I am moved to do.
You are to have no concern with consequences ... you are to tell the truth. I remember reading a quote to this effect, but don't remember from whom it came. That is exactly what I do here, at least as far as I know. However, much of the material that comes forth, while authoritative, is not proven. Nor do I sense that it will ever be proven. Much of it has to deal with the realm of belief ... and there, there is no need for proof. Assessment of utility suffices. Where proof exists, we have facts, and have no need for belief. We discussed the realm of beliefs in yesterdays musing. My sense is that we will have much more to say on this topic in the months ahead.
It still amazes me as to what can come through via stream of consciousness. This is primarily because of the direct involvement with the unknown. This is the territory that attracts me most. There is something exciting about the unknown. It excites the explorer, wayshower, and pathfinder in me. This is especially true for the unknown territory of consciousness and the expression of spirit in flesh. This is what the 48:Man in Search of More part of me longs for. I know that there is more than the five senses and three parts of mind experience. Curious, 48 = 16 + 16 + 16. The sense is that it takes three 16:The Tower experiences to achieve this. It is also curious that 48 reversed is 84, another prominent number for me, as the final two of my SSN and the number for my full name including jr. I've had nearly 9 years of direct experience of this something more. I can share and describe what I have experienced, but it is not clear that this is sufficient to allow another to follow in my footsteps ... or states of consciousness as it were. My hope is that the footprints that I leave are sufficient to trigger similar expansions of consciousness in others. My sense is those attracted to my works will indeed find this so.
Unknown = 35 256 55. Curious. No wonder the unknown is so fascinating to me. My first awakening occured in my 35th year. 256 is 16 x 16 = The Tower squared. My 55th year will occur in 2013. Interesting. We began this musing discussing the meaning of 2:13. More connections, the web continues to grow ... each new fact being linked to what has come before. Since we seem to have come full circle, it is time for today's expression to end.
I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE! Be Happy and Create Well!
LOVE,
Wayne