1 January 2002
Well, what do you know ... 2002 has finally arrived. I can't wait to see what is in store for the year. I sense that it will be exciting, exhilarating, and challenging. My spirit is still soaring in ways that it has not done in some time. It feels good to be actively moved to write once again. There is something about allowing the spiritual spark to express as it will. Yes, in a very real way, this is what I am meant to do.
On the drive back into my home during the work week, two important numbers came up ... the trademark 888 at the end of a license plate on a trailer; and Y744 on the end of a license on a car that I followed for nearly half an hour. This later number revealed several "interpretations". The first was in the form of a question Why 744? The answer that came immediately to mind was 256 = 16 x 16 = The Tower x The Tower. 256 = 2 x 2 x 2 x 2 x 2 x 2 x 2 x 2 is the first number to be expressed in eight dimensions. This is the 1000 completion of 744. This is the realization that allows the first digit of 888 to be expressed/experienced. The second interpretation was in the form of question and answer ... Why? 744. 744 is 8:40(88). The 88 completion is 48:The Man in Search of More (This is me!) The 840 is significant as well. 84 is The Lovers Exalted. 840 used to be the final digits of the license plate of my van, through 1999. 744 is also 9:42(78). Curious, this is The Hermit: Two of Cups = Male and Female standing holding two cups together with a Winged Lion above a caduceus above them. This final part of the image means one who has the ability to interpret knowledge from other worlds. My sense is that this is reminding me that I am in a 42 relationship and am also the Winged Lion. The third interpretation is 7744. This is 11 x 704 = Justice x God. The 8888 completion is 1144 = 11 x 104. This is another number in the N x 104 series of which 2184 = 21 x 104 is a prominent one for me. The 10000 completion of 7744 is 2256 = The Major Arcana: The Minor Arcana. This is a clear tie to the Tarot. It is as if 7744 is the completion of the Tarot. This is also connected to time. 22:56(88) is 1992. Time for me begins with 4/8 in 22:22(88). So this was my 34th year ... the year that these writings began. Interesting.
So, that's how I fill some of my time while driving ... allowing numbers to catch my awareness and then interpreting what they mean to me. Of course there were many other numbers along the way, but these were the two that stuck out enough to be engrained in my memory. 9:09 is the time right now = The Hermit: The Hermit. Hmm ... it just changed to 9:10. The first number comes across as 0:99 from the center out. This comes across as the Master Number 99, the completion of the two digit Master Numbers as covered by Faith Javane in her book by that name. The second time is 190 from the middle out. This is the step from 90, center-right, to 91, center-left. The road that takes me nearly 70 miles to within two blocks of my home during the work week is the 91 Freeway.
1/1/2002 strikes me as 11/22 and as a 2 day in a 22 year = 222. Both of these are significant numbers. 11 and 22 are prominent master numbers for me. 222 x 8 = 1776, the year of the Declaration of Independence. 222 x 9 =1998, the year of my last bout of extreme mania. There is something about 2002 that calls out to me. 00 is The Fool, and 22 is The Fool Completed. Somehow 2002 embodies both of these. From the middle out it is 00-22. It is as if the whole Major Arcana will be revisited this year, at least by me ... but perhaps by the world as well. 23 steps into 365 days is about 16 days. Of course, the 16: Tower would be prominent in this! So, we start at the beginning ... the Fool confidently stepping out, always knowing that the next step is safe and secure. I know this state quite well. I have been experiencing it full time since my awakening experiences began in 1993.
If this is correct, we are in for a major roller coaster ride in the year ahead. It could get quite scary. But then, this is the work of spirit ... so everything will be exactly as it needs to be. My sense is that what I experience individually will somehow mirror what the world will experience. As above, so below ... indeed, that is how it works. The inner is reflected in the outer and vice-versa. This is spiritual law. It will indeed manifest. Yet, what is it that will manifest? Very good question. However, my sense is that the answer is only to be revealed step by step over time. I do not have the inner sight to allow me to see what is to be. What I do have is an inner knowingness that spirit can be trusted to express in the manner that is right in each moment. It does this of its own, through moving us to do what we must do. In this way spirit expresses through flesh, in the only expression that truly matters in this world.
I still sense that I have a major role to play as midwife to the Aquarian Age. At this time, it is not clear exactly what I will need to do to fulfill this role. My sense is that I have been programmed for this role all of my life, and perhaps for several other lifetimes as well. I feel as if I am close to being ready, in ways that I have never been before. However, ultimately it is spirit that makes the final determination. She will move me to do what I am meant to do, when the time is right. At least such is my experience since 1993 for certain, and probably for many years before that. Since 1993, I do what I am moved by spirit to do. For the most part, there are no choices to make. The right choice is obvious and is the only real choice. It is as if my life is on automatic. Time marches on. Events happen in my work and home life. I participate in life, observe it all, and constantly work at assessing what everything means from the highest perspectives that I can muster.
As JFK said "Most people see the world as it is and ask Why? I dream of the world as it has never been and ask Why not?" I think that is close, I'm not particularly good at remembering quotes. I definitely, like JFK, dream of the world as it could be. Wherever I see that improvements could be made, I pay attention and take notice. I have not gone so far as to speak out or even write about most of what I see. Perhaps this is where the expression will take me next. There are many areas where the flow of spirit is blocked or restricted, in nearly every aspect of life. The cause of much of this lies in faulty belief structures and faulty foundations for social structures. Is it my role to come up with a set of beliefs that are more conducive to allowing spirit to manifest in flesh? My sense is yes, this is indeed what I am here to do. Further, yes, this is the next step to focus on. This is where I can make the most difference ... by expressing the themes for building the foundations of a New World. My first cut at this came in 1993-94, with the Beyond Imagination: Creating the Foundations for a New World, and Reality Creation 1010 works. These and the briefings on Society, Government, Education, and the Economy formed a solid core. I have revisited those works several times over the years, and still find them as valid as when they were written. The sense, however, is that it is time to take a more practical step ... one that moves the ideas out of the spiritual and mental realms into the emotional and physical realms. However, to do this, I must become more emotional and physical. I have neglected these aspects of my nature for most of my life. Perhaps it is time for that to change. Afterall, I can only express what I AM! That is the key. It is time to start making choices that I have not made before, choices that allow me to be different. The difference that I am able to experience/express will open the floodgates for the world to change. How can that be? Because, in a very literal way, this is Wayne's World as the title of the movie by that name suggests.
Yes, this comes across as ego-centric ... and to some degree manic. Yet, it is no coincidence that the movie had that specific title and that my name just happens to be Wayne. What can I say? I am what I am. I see what I see. I write what I am moved to write. The words flow forth, through me, but in a very real way not by me ... at least not consciously. How can a Hermit know what is right for the New World Order? Good question. The only answer I can offer is that I have developed a tap into that part of the collective consciousness / source where such knowledge is found. It seems that this tap is opening once again. It is time for Phase II of this expression to begin. It will be interesting to see where it leads. I look forward to the trip that lies ahead. There is a sense that the journey is underway again after a two year break. It wasn't really a break, because I have had several realizations and made many important connections. However, the writing was sparse, with months separating musings. Nothing strikes me as particularly noteworthy about that time.
I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE! Be Happy and Create Well!
LOVE,
Wayne