I'm physically exhausted from several day of working on various projects at home ... but, I'm moved to come here again to express, so this is where I am. Overall, this Christmas was better than most, though I am not really in the mood for the holidays.  It is great taking time off from work however.  I'll have to find more time to write in the days ahead.  We'll see what comes through when.  Already, there have been several musings for December.  So, it seems there is a shift of energy; an opening that allows these words to flow forth again.  This is indeed one of the most fun things that I do.  There is something about seeing the blank page fill up with words that excites me to my very core.  Writing does that for me in ways that nothing else really can.

A new year rapidly approaches, less than four and a third days away as I write this.  That means that I have another five days off before returning to my job.  At this time eight years ago I was into the second day of writing Reality Creation 1010.  I still remember how inspired I felt when that work came through.  It is as if it were yesterday.  Time definitely is relative when it comes to psychological events.  It seems that once one has experienced states of consciousness, they become a part of one somehow.  It is as if they become part of a spiritual memory that one can draw upon and revisit at will.  Yet, it is not the remember states that matter most, at least not for wayshowers.  It is the new states that one is able to reach and the ability to describe what one finds that is most important.  Interesting, so it seems to be time to be the explorer of consciousness once again ... to venture into the rarefied air of the unknown.

Soaring in consciousness is definitely where it is at.  This is true freedom, perhaps the only true freedom.  But, is it something that everyone is destined to experience?  My sense is no, there is only a small fraction of the population who are here to experience this.  Others will benefit second and thirdhand, by the results of those who have these experiences.  Hmm ... yes, something seems right about this.  For many, the experiences would be too traumatic for them to retain their sanity through the experiences.  It was rough enough for me, and I had nearly twenty years of metaphysical reading and thinking to prepare me.  In a way, it did just that ... though it didn't directly allow me to fully deal with my experience.  It took several years after each visit to the mental hospital, to fully digest and cope with my experience.  My key question was what is it about the nature of reality that could allow me to experience this in this particular manner?  Explaining what I experienced and why I experienced it were the main focus of my attention and awareness.  Even so, there was a element of the unknown in each of the experiences.  There may even be an element of the unknowable.  That remains to be seen however.  I do acknowledge that there is indeed an unknowable part to the expression of spirit in flesh.  In many ways, it is this unknowable part that makes life interesting and gives life it's zest.

What makes me so lucky as to have found such favor in the eyes of consciousness?  Good question.  I can only answer that it is because I am whom that I am, and that I have focused my attention and time on knowing self, reality, and spirit.  In 1976, I was moved to say that my generation would bestow upon our posterity, the most meaningful of gifts, the answer to the question "Why".  My sense is that this wording was prophetic.  There is indeed an anwer to this question.  And, we are coming close to having the answer and be able to express it in a manner that makes sense to many.  Perhaps 2002 is the very year this answer is unveiled.  Then again, perhaps not.  That timing thing again.  It is not my timing, but spirit's timing that matters.  Things happen exactly when they are meant to happen; not one moment later or sooner.  I have to remind myself of that whenever I make predictions.  At times, I can foresee things that are to be.  But, my sense of timing leaves a lot to be desired ... primarily because I get in the way and want things to occur before they are destined.  At least, so it has been in the past.  Yet, as Tony Robbins said so often:  "The past does not equal the future".   Indeed, it does not.   This leaves open the possibility for change via conscious choices in our lives now.

So, what changes do we choose to make in the year ahead?  First, considering that 2002 = 2 x 7 x 11 x 13, it seems that we should focus on the things the 7, 11, and 13 vibrations bring into reality.  2x11 x 7x13 = 22 x 91 = The Fool Completed x Death Exalted.  This is completion of the Major Arcana of the Tarot times Major Transformation of Consciousness.  This time, it seems to apply not to a few selected individuals, but to the world at large.  Can a year truly make that much difference?  My sense is that YES, this particular year can ... in a way that none other has for some time.

I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE!   Be Happy and Create Well!

LOVE,

Wayne