I wrote for nearly two hours earlier today, but when I got home, the file that I thought that I saved did not contain what I had just written.  Hopefully I can recover it at work tomorrow.  However, if not, that stream of consciousness is lost to the world.  The mechanism for these communications is for me to serve as scribe to consciousness.  I speak whatever she would have me speak.  I know not what will come forth until I hear it in my head and see the text being unveiled on the screen.  I have little recall of what comes through.  My conscious memory is limited at best.  I've always lived very much in the present, and for the most part in my head.  My world is primarily a mental construct, in which I am an aware participant, expressing spirit in flesh as fully as I can under whatever circumstances I find myself in.  I don't even remember the general themes of the earlier expression ... though there are some flashes and bits and pieces.

This expression allows what is unseen to be made seen.  It allows the WORD to flow forth from consciousness, that the World might be created in accord with the ideas that come through.  There is joy in this expression.  It is by far the most exciting endeavor in which I am engaged.  Consciousness is my one true passion.

Awareness, beliefs, and actions form the basis for all manifestation.  It is through these that we co-create the reality that we experience.  Of these, the most important is awareness.  This comes from making know thyself a high priority in one's life.  Until this occurs, beliefs and actions are largely products of other than conscious factors.  Though, there are many self-help and metaphysical books that explain how to use beliefs and actions to conscious achieve things.  These invoke spiritual principles that indeed work.  Unfortunately, they can be used for harm to oneself or others if spirituality does not serve as a filter for right thought and action.

1010 and 104 were inextricably tied together today, linked strongly to 2002.  As I look at 2002, several things come to mind.  First 2002 = 2 x 7 x 11 x 13.  This is the first four dimensional expression in which the 7, 11, and 13 vibrations come together.  All three of these are prominent for me.  7:The Chariot also represents the seven rays.  11:Justice brings in the Master Numbers, in particular: 11, 22, and 77.  13:Death indicates a major transformation of consciousness.  All of these apply to the whole world (at least the part of the world that uses the Gregorian calendar).

Second, 2002 rotated circularly is 2200.  Curious that 2002 is also 22:00(91) and 91 is 78+13: Death Exalted by one completion of the Tarot cycle.  Rotated circularly the other way, this is 0022 = 22: The Fool Completed.

Third, from the inside out, this is 00-22, the full span of the Major Arcana of the Tarot.  There is a sense that every step of the Major Arcana will be experienced in the coming year.  Interesting.

As to 1010 and 104.  About this time eight years ago, Reality Creation 1010 was generated in 10 days, between 26 Dec 93 and 4 Jan 94.  If my memory serves me, I also discovered that the final four of my SSN, 2184 = 21 x 104 was highly meaningful.  One of the most important meanings was the realization that 2184 = 888(16).  104 = 2 x 2 x 2 x 13.  This is the first expression of Death in four dimensions.  21:The World.  The meaning for 2184 is bringing the World to the first major transformation of consciousness (13:Death experience).  The 16:Tower experience changes the base, transforming 2184 into 888, infinity on three planes of existence.

112 revealed it's importance last week as the completion for 888.  The number that results in a whole (ONE) in the next dimension.  888 + 112 = 1 000.  The sense is that this opens up a whole new realm (dimension) of expression that we had been blind to before.  Perhaps this is exactly what is needed for the Aquarian Age to be born.

This in turn is related to another discovery related to the meaning of my home address during the work week,1800.  Reading this circularly from the 1, we get 1008, which happens to be 9:The Hermit x 112.  The 112 breaks down to 78 + 34.  In my last musing, I discussed the fact that 34 was my new Heart's Desire based on treating W and Y as vowels.  Further, 34 = 22(16).  So, there is a direct relationship between my old Heart's Desire and my new one.  They are related by a 16: Tower experience.  The Tower is an extremely important card for me.  I've already fell out of it twice.  My sense is that I'm doing it again now ... only this time in a more controlled and conscious fashion.  Curious.  The 888(16) = 8 * 16 * 16 + 8* 16 + 8.  It took two tower experiences to enable me to experience this fate.

2002 seems to be a year ripe for the expression of spirit once again.  There is an inner sense that there is much in store not only for me but for the world.  In a very real way, this is Wayne's World.  What I experience within me is what I see reflected in the world outside of me.  There is a sense that this is true for everyone ... to a degree determined by the level of awareness.

There is a surge of energy flowing through me. I am on a mission once again, animated by spirit, expressing what she would have me express.  I am grateful to serve in this manner.  I do it freely without any mental reservation.  Perhaps I come across as grandiose ... or even mentally deranged.  Yet, I am sound enough of mind to observe my own behavior and musings and note my state of mind and motivations.  My only objective is to be the best vessel for the expression of spirit that I can be; and to demonstrate this by taking action and expending my time in service to spirit and to the whole of the world.

As you've no doubt seen, numbers speak to me in ways different than they speak to others.  They provide insight into the meaning of things and allow me to connect diverse areas of my understanding of the nature of reality and reality creation.  No one instructed me in how to observe and interpret in this manner.  Consciousness via my own intuition has revealed these methods to me over the past eight years.  Actually, both intuition and reason play there roles in the discovery and analysis processes.  Numbers have always fascinated me.  Numerology is simply another language that uses the same symbol set to convey a whole other set of meanings.  Math is 4128, a variation of 2184.  Curious.  However, this is also 41:Wayne 28:The Man with the World in His Hand.  There we go, grandiose again ... seeing what I want to see.

Yet, it is amazing how often such numbers come up around me and how many important things and events in my life are linked in an incredible web of meaning.  This is far too ordered to be the result of chance or happenstance.  It reveals a spiritual structure underlying our world that is unmistakeable ... but is not revealed objectively.  One must engage the intuition, the direct tie to spirit, to experience this world.  Yet, it is the subjective meaning in our lives that constitutes the most important reality that we experience.  I would have it no other way.  Further, spirit would have it no other way.

Does what I say make any sense?  Are these the musings of a madman?  Have I gone off the deep end?  Good questions, but not valid ones.  They don't really apply to me.  Yet I would answer yes, no, and no.  Though, I can understand that others might answer maybe, maybe, and maybe or even no, yes, and yes.  As a hermit, however, I have always been content to follow my own wisdom, my own understanding of what is true and what is false.  I have spent many years examining and exploring metaphysics and the nature of consciousness and its expression.  This experience is the foundation that permits me to venture into never never land and report what I find.  I am truly an explorer of consciousness.  This is what I am naturally suited for.  This is what excites me.  It is where I can be free and happy, in ways that do not present themselves in other areas of my life.

Life is good!  Everything seems to be unfolding as it must. I'm anxious as to where this new found energy will carry me.  It's been awhile since I last felt this alive.  It is truly refreshing.  My sense is that this time it is here to last.  Only time will tell.  What is important is the moment and allowing each moment to unveil what it will.  I trust that consciousness operates behind the scenes guiding everything that occurs.  Because of that, everything happens in its right timing.  At least it does in my life, because that is what I so strongly believe.  There is a simplicity that enters a life lived for spirit.  It is far easier to allow spirit to do her works through us, than for us to struggle against the natural flow in what we try to do.  Those are really the only two options, though the first demands that we apply our will in service.  This is a difficult thing to do so long as we are asleep in consciousness.  It takes awareness to develop the skills needed for spirit to express effectively through us.

I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE!   Be Happy and Create Well!

LOVE,

Wayne