Once again we allow this expression to flow forth. It seems to be a neverending flow, coming forth from a source that is without limit. It is consciousness herself that we serve. She is always on our mind. Serving her is what gives our life meaning. I speak in the plural because at this time I feel myself to be a multitude. We are whom that we are, the I AM. We are Wayne, but we are also lion and Aslan and wayne and WAYNE. Each of these are different strings of a chord. They all vibrate with their own resonance.

Given this knowledge, what can we harness to creatively express spirit more fully? It seems we have to find the truths and vibrations that we resonate with and then allow those chords to be expressed as fully as we can. This requires a leap of faith ... for much is unknown consciously though it be precisely known superconsciously. We have to trust our intuition to bring this forth in our lives. That is the voice of spirit within us. The intuition is the key. It unlocks the door to the meaning and purpose of our existence. So, what does my intuition tell me now? That I am spirit enfleshed now ... I always have been and always will be. Further, this is true for EVERYONE! No exceptions. How can this be? How can spirit allow all the poverty and negativity to express in the world? Primarily by granting free will which allows the play of light and shadow that permits darkness to manifest. Hmm ... can it be that simple? Is free will responsible for everything? Or, is there a larger theme that fate carries out within the context of which free will is allowed to operate. So, it really is a combination of free will and destiny. And, where is destiny taking us? This is the Play of which we've spoken before. There is a Plan of consciousness. Within that Plan, the Aquarian Age is nigh upon us.

So, what is my role in the Play? Obviously, it is one that required an awakening experience. How do I allow what I have experienced to impact others in my life? Or, how do I attract others that I am meant to interact with in this existence? Is that indeed what is supposed to happen? My will or thy will or our will be done? Is there a difference between these three anymore? Who am I to think that I can show the way for others? I am Wayne, one who has walked a narrow path through this existence. I am a Transcendentalist at heart ... kin to Emerson and Thoreau. I've spent over 26 years studying and practicing metaphysics. I've thought deeply about society and what it takes to create the foundations for a new world. This puts me in a position to be a midwife for the new age. The makes me one who can facilitate the birth of a new age ... that is what a midwife does.

How to do this is a different matter. I do not know exactly what I am to do and when. Though I sense that the time is close at hand. But, I've been wrong about the timing of things before. Something says to simply allow and what will be will indeed come to pass. I have but to do in each moment that which consciousness bids me to do in the moment. There is no sense of needing to plan for the future. Take care of the moment and the future will take care of itself. Interesting. But what about financial planning for retirement and the like. I am a long way from retirement age ... but I do set aside part of my income to invest for retirement. I also pay for life insurance, even though I don't sense that I am about to die anytime soon. Overall, finances are all a game to me. My belief is that there will always be enough. This has been true for all of my life to date. I have no reason to think that might ever change.

Are my actions consistent with my beliefs? Good question. At some level, they have to be consistent. What does this mean about what I believe? To some degree, I have accepted the conventional reality of others. This is not such a bad thing. Convention is there for a reason. However, it should be questioned ... not blindly followed.

What am I moved to do now? I don't know. But it is time to get excited about something again. It is time to become alive and be an active participant in life. I tend to sit on the sidelines alot and observe the game without actually playing a role in it. I'm still shy about interacting with others. That's just part of my character. Further, small talk bores me to tears ... so any interaction must be deeply meaningful or I simply won't tolerate it for very long. So where do I go to engage in meaningful interactions with others? I've found a few kindred spirits on the internet ... but only a handful. My mission seems to need to involve many more than this eventually. Trust. Let the details work themselves out. Keep following your intuition wherever it may lead.

I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE!

In Peace, Love and Light,

Wayne