Yes, I am a warrior.  But my battle more often than not is with myself.  Lately, the key difficulty has been in staying focussed and awake.  I sleep 8-9 hours at night and rest for an hour through my lunch period, but I still have trouble staying awake to do my work.  Part of the problem is that I'm bored by the work.  It is not in line with what I truly want to be doing.  It has its moments that engage me ... but there are not nearly enough of them.  Perhaps I need to redefine the job that I am doing, since it seems to be the only avenue available for paying the bills.  I'm open for this to change, but I have not really taken any steps or done anything to get this moving.  There is still a sense that somehow I am still where I need to be.  But 21341 and 91000 indicate that massive transformation is close at hand.  We'll see it when it comes, I guess.

I feel a strong need to start expanding outward and involving others in my life.  As a Hermit, I don't have much experience with this.  My life is very solitary.  These writings are one of the key things I do to extend outward ... but the feedback to date has been limited.  I know that I am reaching some people.  Hopefully I am making a difference in their lives.  It is nice to consider that the world is a better place that I have existed.  If some of the ideas that have come through me from spirit ever get actualized, there will be no doubt that the world indeed is a better place.  Actually, I should have said when, not if.  It is only a matter of time for the PLAN of consciousness to unfold.

What kind of time frame is required for some of the changes that we are talking about to make it into the mainstream society?  Are we talking about days, months, years, decades, or centuries?  My sense has always been that it would be within my lifetime which I believe extends to 2026 or so.  That could mean decades for the seeds to be planted, take root, and grow.  On the one hand, that seems like eternity.  On the other, it is but a brief moment.  In any event, there is much to do.  I watched a show on PBS this week Greece: Crucible of Civilization.  It was quite interesting to see how democracy was born and how quickly it flourished.  That was around 500-600 BC, at a time when average life expectency was less than 20 years.  The conditions of life were very hard indeed, but life itself was very simple.

Now we have much longer life expectencies, at least in the developed and developing nations and our life is much easier, as we have a variety of machines to make the labor lighter.  But, our lives have also become far more complex mirroring the world in which we live.  The variety of experiences that we collectively experience is far greater than it has ever been.  Spirit is able to express in bold new ways because of the very complexity.  Yet, at the heart of the expression, there is still a raw simplicity that yearns to be manifest.  It is this simplicity that we recognize as beauty.

Elegance comes to mind as well.  Spirit does things with elegance -- using the least amount of resources necessary to do the job at hand.  This does not require the fewest individuals, rather the least collective burden.  Indeed, this is one of the sure signs that Spirit is nearby.  Is the work being done willingly and with elegance.  It doesn't matter what the work is.  The janitor that picks up the trash in my building at work merrily goes about his duties.  He is always smiling, pleasant, and upbeat.  If only I could reach a similar state engaged in my work.  But, I am aware now.  There is no going back.  I'm accountable to a higher tribunal than man's ... that of Spirit herself.  I can still live in the moment and willingly focus on the tasks at hand.  However, my mind is also engaged in other work ... in particular, in creating the world in which I would prefer to live.  Such is a major task.  It is only natural that my mind would be drawn to it.

Looking at the world at large ... it is not clear that much elegance is manifest.  That is not to say that Spirit is not doing her part ... it's just that the conditions don't appear to allow her to express as she would.  This is a matter of timing.  At some level, the world as it is is perfect.  The world as it will be will be even more perfect because the expression of Spirit through us will be that much clearer.  We are and have always been vehicles for the expression of Spirit.  That is our prime mission in this existence.  It is up to us to realize whom that we are and be all that we can be here and now!  The only thing stopping us is the limits that we have placed on ourselfs.  These are the burden we carry through life until we realize that it is up to us to remove the limits and free our expression to be what it can and needs to be under the circumstances we face.  This we can do at any time ... through self-realization.  This requires getting to know our Self that we may more fully be whom that we truly are.

So, how do I engage my self with the world?  Is this even what the Plan calls for next?  Regardless, it is what I am moved to do, and I've learned that expressing spirit occurs most clearly when one does what one is moved to do.  But, where do I start.  The only avenue for expression in my life is the internet.  I've been expressing there for over three years with limited impact.  Actually, I don't know what impact I've had on the thousands of people that have reached my site and been exposed to the message that comes forth through my consciousness from Spirit.  It seems that something more is called for.  Geraldine Springer saw $$ around my writings.  Perhaps it is time to try to find a publisher again, one that will do whatever editing to the works is necessary.  I'm too close to the material to do this myself.  Then again, the right person to edit the works is already out there and will find me and the works when the time is right.  It would be great to be able to earn my income from my writings.  This is by far the most engaging work that I do.  When so engaged, I am most alive ... expressing the best that can come forth through me in the moment.

Yes, writing is what I am meant to do.  Thus far, it has been stream of consciousness writing that is focussed on expressing Spirit in flesh.  This is why we are here -- to express Spirit in flesh to the maximum degree that we can.  In doing so, we live up to the challenge be all that you can be.

I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE!

In Peace, Love and Light,

                                                Wayne