Indeed, the calendar odometer has turned over from 1999 to 2000.  This is the first time we have been moved to write since the transformation.  A new year is upon us, a special year in which much can happen.  Though 2001 and 2002 both appear to accompany major change as well ... hence are also special. One side note, I had to fix the date on my computer. It's year went back to 1980. Curious, that is exactly 90 x 22, the beginning of the 91st cycle of 22.

I'm noticing more about how spirit is expressed in the world.  It seems that everywhere we are seeing the peaceful expression of spirit on a scale we have not seen before.  Y2K came in with many festivities throughout the world and with very few problems encountered.  I've seen many cases where the forces for good are operating to help the less fortunate among us.  This is a great start toward developing a social contract ... though the people involved may not see it as that yet.  Everything I see is colored by my awareness.  This is true for each of us.  We see things in the context of the world that we believe to be.  When we change our beliefs ... the context of the world naturally changes because we have changed.  This is how real change happens in our world -- with beliefs.  And, where are beliefs cultivated?  Answer:  At home, at church, at school, and via the media.  It is here that we must work.  Note, in particular, that the media may be one of the fastest ways to influence massive amounts of people quickly.  Many of the storylines of popular shows have a message to convey ... in many cases, a very positive spiritual message.  It is not by accident that this is the case.  The creativity of those who write and produce the shows is being driven to answer universal themes that the superconscious wants to express.  The ONE consciousness is the source of all such creative expression.  She assures that what needs to be experienced is expressed in a manner that can reach the populous.

I'm still feeling that it is time to make some choices and get my will involved in serving spirit.  It is time to take action in a manner that I have not had to do before.  That means doing things differently.  That means following my intuition more than I have before ... wherever it may lead.  Though, here I must be a bit careful to ensure that the mania is kept in check.  I'm still flying a bit, even with a higher dosage of medication.  There is not much keeping me tied down to reality.  I'm at the edge of the cliff again -- ready to jump to a new level of awareness; even though I have no clue what that will be yet.  Then again, I've gone through this portal many times since 1993 when the awakenings began.  I'm getting used to operating on the edge and recognizing where there is room for one more step.  Further, that is all it takes ... being able to take the next step ... and the next ... and the next -- one step at a time.  Also, falling down or stumbling is not so bad either.  Thus far, I've always been able to recover relatively quickly.  Only two times was the experience serious enough to land me in a mental hospital.  In both of these cases, I literally crossed the line between genius and madness.  My highly manic altered state caused me to see reality in a manner that was not consistent with the consensus reality of others.  Further, my actions while in these states were not consistent with living in the world.  Since 1993, I have always seen the world differently than others ... but I was also aware of what the consensus world was.  On the occasions when I went over the edge, the consensus world was no longer important to me.  I was so fixated on the spiritual world that I was seeing through numbers and vibration and reflections, that nothing else mattered.  Now, I'm ever in the midst of two worlds ... a consensus one that I must be part of to be in this world, and a spiritual world that I see expressed within the symbol systems embedded in the consensus world.  To function effectively, I must be in the consensus world but of the spiritual world.  In many ways, this is a balancing act ... like walking a tight rope at times.

Watching the world celebrate the New Years Eve and the Dawn of the Year 2000 was interesting.  Yes, in many places the celebration continued to dawn!  This was indeed a world event of great import.  I can't remember anytime in my life witnessing people of such diverse cultures celebrate in such a manner at the same time.  In many countries, the celebration occurred even though the country uses a different calendar.  It's curious that we mark our time from the birth of a religious revolutionary who was only able to preach his message for a few years before being put to death.  Yet, such we have been doing since the early part of the first century.  If the news reports are correct, Christianity has over 2 billion members on the planet, 1 billion Catholics and 1 billion of other denominations.  That's nearly 1 in every 3 people on the planet.  That's a lot of Christians -- definitely enough to impact the world at large if they chose to act collectively on anything.

I don't consider myself Christian.  In many ways I am Buddhist ... at least in terms of having a belief system that adhers to the key tenets of Buddhism.  My church, however is the spiritual world embedded in the symbol systems of the physical world.  There are many alphabets at play:  numbers, alphabet/words/names, tarot, astrology, chemical elements, genetic structure.  In the end, they all boil down to number, sequence, and vibration.  This is the Heart and Soul of my world anyway.  It requires following one's intuition to understand, however.  At least, such has been true for me to date.  It is my intuition which has allowed me to manipulate symbols to see hidden meaning everywhere.  The web of information is incredible complex ... rich with meaning on multiple levels.  As in the movie Contact, we can't think solely in terms of two dimensions.  The Vegans would think in a much more compact way expressing information in 3-D constructs.

The grocery bill on the way home came to $13.09 = Death of the Hermit! How appropriate given what we have been discussing over the past two weeks. This is further confirmation that I am on the path that I need to be and that my findings and conclusions are sound. The change from a $20 was interesting as well. $6.91 = The Lovers: Death Exalted. the 91st cycle of 22 ends in 2002. From the middle out this is 961 = 31 x 31. The reverse of this is 169 = 13 x 13. There we have Death squared. This is one of only a few numbers such that x reversed squared = x squared reversed. The only other numbers with that property are11-11, 12-21, 22-22. 169 is a number that came up often in 1998 as Mark McGuire and Sammy Sosa were battling for the home run record. 13 x 13 is 169. From the middle this is 61-69, the sequence of homers that McGuire hit on the way to his record #70. McGuire's number happens to be 13! Sosa's number is 19. 19 x 19 = 361, 61-63 in reverse. Sosa went through this sequence as well stopping short of the phenomenal record achieved by McGuire. I don't remember what his final total was.

Why is all this important now? It's as if we have a crossword puzzle going from 61-69 in one direction and 61-63 in the other direction. The two overlap at 62 = 26 reversed. We have seen 26 as the sum for GOD. 62 is the reverse of this. GOD reversed is DOG. How interesting. But, the sum for DOG is not 62, it is still 26. 7|22|26 versus 4|19|26. Reversing the later, we get 62|91|4. That is the first time we've used that transformation. 62 is the bounded and blindfolded lady following the stream of consciousness | 91 is Death Exalted | 4 is the Emperor. Something says we should at the two. 7|22|26 + 62|91|4 = 7|22|88|91|4 = Removing the partitions 7 228 891 4. Note the 228 prominent on the left side of center. This should be treated as 7 --- 4, one of the forms of G--D. 7-- 22|88|91 --4. 88:22 - 88:91. If this is in base 22, this is 89:00(22) - 92:03(22), the center is at 88:56-88:57 = 90:12(22)-90:13(22). That would have been 1992-1993. Interesting that this was about the time when my mind went beyond itself. Interesting indeed. 92:03(22) is the year 2002 + 25 = 2027. I've seen that 2025 and 2026 are important for a variety of reasons. Here we have 2027 as well. The beginning of this span 88:22 is the year I was born. Another coincidence. Not likely.

So how is it I can find such meaning? Essentually, I look for patterns, for puzzle pieces that I can tie to other pieces of the many interconnected puzzles I am working on. I don't have any samples to go by. I trust my intuition to guide my reason to lead me in the right direction to find the pieces that are there and to link them into the right places in the web of information that I have collected over the years. Each new piece offers new insight as to how the whole is structured. Each new method that I am moved to apply leads to new pieces and new connections. It is not clear that there is a final destination ... the process may never end. Reality is that rich with meaning.

Obviously, I'm manic again. Obsessing with numbers is a sure sign of this for me. Yet, is this really an obsession? To me, it is simply what I am moved to do. I have no real labels for it. I don't need any. This is how I create and how I re-create. This is how consciousness expresses through me. I'm continually amazed at both the process and the message that comes forth.

The DOG | GOD connection strikes me as interesting. Somehow this ties the nature of dogs to the nature of gods. I have a Samoyed that I love dearly. At one time, we had three Samoyeds. They are definitely examples of living life by loving unconditionally. They are wonderful children ... they truly are. We can learn a lot from them. This also is tied somehow to Sirius, the Dog Star. I don't know why it's called that, but I remember that it is.

My memory is an interesting phenomenom. I don't really know how it works. Many things get input and many connections get made, but it is not clear how the recall happens. I am particularly bad with names and memorizing numbers. Actually, memorizing anything. I've always hated having to memorize anything. Yet, I've always trusted that important information would be recalled when it needed to be. For spiritual work, my notes and writings are my memory. If it were not for this physical record, there would be no remembrance of these thoughts having occurred. Interesting ... in the long run the ideas presented here, the works that were brought forth are my legacy to my world. They are the footprints in the sand that I choose to leave.

Be Happy and Create Well!

LOVE,

Wayne