3 Jun 93

It's time to get back to writing my book. It would be wonderful to complete it by the end of August. This would provide an excellent way to expose people to my ideas and to start attracting the key individuals that will form the heart and core for this new community. Also, this would greatly increase my prospects for teaching and conducting seminars as well.

It's back to what Jan Kertz said. I'm to design my lifestyle first, then conform the circumstances to support the lifestyle. Along these lines, it would be useful to define what I envision to be a typical day in my new life. The "top of the world" feel that we had in Estes Park should have a prominent place. It would be great to wake up to that feeling and view. Also, the energy and electricity in the air at the higher altitude was extremely vibrant and invigorating. A morning meditation followed by a walk or hike would begin the day to get the juices flowing. Foofer could join me. Then, three to four hours of writing. A break for lunch and either another walk or 9-18 holes of golf would fill the early afternoon. A brief rest or meditation to prepare for the rest of the day. Meetings/discussions/seminars/correspondence would occupy the later part of the afternoon -- through dinner, into the early evening. These could be carried on late into the night or could stop to allow time for reading and writing.

I feel a strong need to develop my psychic abilities -- especially my intuition and ability to sense and work with energies. There is a lot to learn. But, most of it needs to come through direct experience in working with myself and others -- individually, one-on-one, and in various sized group environments. There is a lot of experimentation to do, to find the things that really work. But, there is also a lot of help forthcoming -- not only from people on this planet, but from other areas in the universe and other dimensions as well.

The breakthrough will come soon. Looking back, all will be clear. The timing will be perfect. For the Plan must unfold to allow spirit to be more fully en-fleshed. And, the glories that are to come will have a brilliance that is truly wondrous to behold. For the Age of Aquarius with all its promise will be among us. "Peace will reign throughout the planets, and Love will rule the stars." What a time to behold! What a time to be alive, on this special planet during this great transition. Unfortunately, it appears that this time will not be joyous for all. Many currently on this planet do not seem ready for any transformation -- much less such an uplifting one. There is a darkness that pervades the land, occupying the hearts of the multitudes. There is much for the Forces of Light to do. Further, it is not clear that all who are now alive are meant to embark on this voyage into a new age.

Back again. How sweet words are, and how beautiful the ideas which they convey. It is amazing just how powerful ideas can be. The old saying that nothing can stop an idea whose time has come, is absolutely correct. For the energies that are activated and unleashed are as a tidal wave destined to run its course. I've been given the talents and awareness to make my mark on this world through effective intellectual exertion -- a one in a million talent, if we can believe Thoreau. Perhaps with a leaning toward a poetic or divine life as well. This we'll see in the course of the years to come. Words definitely have the power to stir my soul -- that is, the ideas conveyed via the words. I am meant to be a teacher and a writer, primarily in the areas of metaphysics and the art of reality creation -- for this truly is an art. More and more, I find my paid work bores me. It does not allow my soul to soar, and bring forth the fruits of the immense fountain of creativity that lies within me and/or flows through me. I find it harder and harder to tolerate this situation. It is time to burst forth and be free. Yet, there is a security in my current position. It is not at all clear that the security provided is worth the price.

My wings have been clipped for too long. The song within me must be expressed, and soon, for with each passing day the world becomes more in need of the immense healing force that this song can unleash. I am but the instrument through which the song is given voice. It comes not from me but through me in accord with the Plan. I freely chose this role, it is now my responsibility to play my part to the best of my ability. The task at hand is a difficult one, but the adventure it offers is truly wondrous and magnificent. I have no regrets. I freely step forward into my chosen destiny -- that soul may be manifest more fully in flesh. From this moment forward, may all my energies be aligned to this end --- that the Plan may be executed and the new age be brought forth as conceived in spirit.

4 Jun 93

Vision -- the ability to see -- must be the cornerstone of my existence! This is a major part of what I came to do; to make the vision real, to bring it down to Earth; to plant the "Castles in the Air" firmly on the ground; to provide the form and vehicle for spirit to more fully manifest in flesh; to be a living example of what may be -- that others may see the Light, and find the way to allow the Light within them to shine out more brightly into the world. Reality Creation 101: The Art of Making Dreams Come True. But, even more important is to ensure that these dreams be in accord with the Plan -- for the degree to which this is so will allow them to be manifest even more quickly and abundantly. Walk your talk! Be the Master that you know yourself to be! Allow your true nature to shine forth - to be expressed in all that you do - in every aspect, every day of your life. Be whom that you are in each moment -- and allow the entirety of your true Self to be expressed to the highest degree possible. Open the channel, allowing the power of spirit to work through you in accord with the Plan. Even you will be blown away by the works that flow forth. Yes, we know, it takes a lot to blow you away -- but you have not yet experienced even a small amount of the Force that awaits expression. The dam is large indeed, holding back an immense amount of potential ... when the gates are opened, the potential will be unleashed to do its works in accord with the Plan in a manner that you cannot even begin to fathom, a manner that is beyond even your imagination! So let it be written, so let it be done. It is within your power to make it so.

It would be good for you to write more often. The more the ideas are allowed to flow, the more space becomes available for others to come through. There is much to be expressed. Write as often and as much as you can. The more you do so, the more the channel is opened. Our work in connecting your grids is nearing completion. Your diet will undergo much change in the coming months. Trust your intuition. Eat those foods that you are intuitively aligned with -- and forego those that have any associated negativity. Listen to your inner voice -- you will know what your body needs at all times. More and more, your cravings will move you directly toward that which your body requires. Trust the wisdom inherent within your system, for it truly is a temple of wisdom -- honor it and treat it so! Pay more attention to the signals you receive, and to the specific results of your actions -- especially in the area of nutrition. Your stomach gets upset for a reason. Also, your body rejects the foods that are not right for it. Your system is being tuned to accommodate higher vibrations. It will still be several months before a state of equilibrium is achieved. You would be wise to eat more often during this time, with much smaller portions than you currently eat. More fruits and vegetables would be helpful. The soda will have to go as well. We know you like your Mountain Dew, but you would be better served to get the real thing -- like in the mornings in the mountains of Colorado. The caffeine does not mix well with your changing chemical makeup. Sugar is OK, but not in excess. Tea is fine, as the chemicals in it are not as harsh as caffeine. Also, lemonade and fruit juices are good for you. It would also help for you to drink more water -- with a twist of lemon or lime, if you prefer.

7 Jun 93

Started reading "Aliens Among Us" by Ruth Montgomery. Wonderful stuff. As far as I can see, her guides are outstanding -- their information and advice is right on. It's interesting that several of the contactee's live around the Fort Collins area and up into Wyoming. This may be another reason that I' m attracted to that part of the country -- it's within hours of Estes Park! I feel that there is definitely some UFO connection to the work I will be doing. I'm not sure just what it will be, but I know there will be a strong extraterrestrial input/presence/involvement. More and more, I sense that my origins are extraterrestrial as well. I'm a visitor here -- with a mission, yes; but, still a visitor. This is not my true home!

In the coming months, I expect to learn much more about this. I sense that I will be connecting with many that are part of my true family -- my spiritual family. It's been a long time, but the isolation was necessary to permit my development. What a wonderful adventure lies in store in the rest of the decade. Yet, at the same time, there is much work to be done for the people on this planet to get ready for the transition to a new age. What a wonderful time to be alive.

8 Jun 93

Never did get back to writing yesterday. I read some more of "Aliens Among Us" both yesterday and this morning. It's incredible stuff, but it rings so true. The idea that the Earth may not be habitable for many years after the shift in the poles at the end of the century -- and that those who are ready will be transported to other worlds for awhile, potentially coming back to reinhabit the Earth when things have settled a bit is fascinating. The story of John Andreadis and his teacher Frederick was particular interesting to me, especially the part about Frederick expecting that his work will be complete before the turn of the century -- before the shift takes place! The timing is identical to what I have intuitively felt to be my own. Also, Frederick's purpose for being here is similar to mine. This is more than a coincidence.

Further, all of this stuff about walk-ins has started me wondering about whether I may be one as well. There is some reason that all of the UFO/Alien information is being drawn to my awareness. Also, it's interesting that I bought this book over six months ago -- it was sitting in a bag by the side of my bed all this time, yet I was only moved to read it a few days ago. Timing is extremely important. I sense that until now, I was not ready for the message that I am supposed to get from this book.

If the material from the book is indeed true, it casts a different light on things. In particular, on what is most important in the next 5-10 years. This requires some rethinking, meditation, and contemplation to allow it to truly sink into my awareness. The bottom line is that this puts increased urgency on getting on with my life, and doing the things I came here to do -- to align my energies and actions with my true purpose, that the Plan may be fulfilled.

The pages covering the Philosophy of the Arcturians were very enlightening. They provided a unique way of looking at Life, Love, God, and the Plan. It is interesting that they foresee that only one in twenty-five will survive the coming Earth changes. Out of five billion plus, that is only about 200 million! Now, I see why 1998 is such a transition point for me. I am meant to show the way for those who are to survive, but, after that my work lies elsewhere. Part of my task is to assist in raising the energies and consciousnesses of a select few -- that the planet will survive, and a seed group of humanity will be aware enough to continue to live in its expanded vibrations. As with Frederick, I do not see that I will be around for the major shift.

If I knew for certain that I only had five years in which to complete my mission on Earth, how long would I continue to live and work as I currently do? The answer is clear -- not very long. My initial response was "not another moment". Interesting ... for more and more I'm beginning to believe that this is the case indeed! I don't have time to be complacent. The time has come to act in accord with my knowingness. Even if I were not certain, what have I to lose by acting as if ... for ultimately, will not such focus allow my purpose to be fulfilled more quickly and abundantly -- as my life becomes the true example of "spirit in flesh" that it was meant to be?

Foofer's detached retina is troublesome. She's such a wonderful kid. Why does she need to go through such pain? What does it mean? ... to her or to us? What purpose does it serve? Does she create her own reality as well? Is this the result of her actions and beliefs ... or is it a reflection of ours? What are animals and, in particular, pets here to show us?

9 Jun 93

Back again. I need to make this a daily habit! It's extremely important to get some of my thoughts and ideas out of my head and onto paper. The "I only have 5 years left" filter is coloring how I think about everything. This is good! I needed something to keep me on purpose -- to motivate me to do the works that I came here to do, as fully and energetically as possible for whatever amount of time I have available. What matters most is that I fulfill my role in accord with the Plan, that I perform the services that I have been given the unique talents and capabilities to do. No, it's not just what matters most -- it's all that really matters.

Over the next few days, I need to understand what this truly means and determine how I will adjust the manner in which I live my life to be more in accord with my chosen task and destiny. I have much to create in the next five years. There are many castles in the air which need to have foundations built (or at least started) on Earth. Further, there are many whom I am here to teach -- that their life and works may be in alignment with the Plan. There is much to do -- and, no time to waste. It's time to walk my talk, and live in accord with my knowingness.

Wow. The ramifications of this are still flowing through my mind. What is it that I am here to do? And why am I not doing it? The argument that the timing is not yet right is weakening minute by minute. Five years is not very long. Yet, at the same time, five years is an eternity when fully lived moment by moment. This year ... it is time to act this year. It's interesting that Jan said that 1994 was my destiny year -- and that Geraldine said that most of my maturity would come between the ages of 30-35. I'm 35 now. The capabilities I have developed thus far (+ will develop in the next 6-9 months) are what will carry me through the rest of my life .. i.e. the next 5-6 years. It is in this time period, 1993- 1999, that I must do my works and complete the tasks that I agreed to take on if the Plan is to be fulfilled.

The bottom line from all of this is that my intuition has been right all along. I have a chosen mission that I am now prepared, willing, and able to fulfill -- and I freely choose to carry out that mission with all my heart and soul between now and the turn of the century. In line with this, I call out to all souls who are meant to be part of the endeavor to come forth and make themselves known, offering their unique and special talents in service that the Plan may be manifest on Earth. I know that this call will be answered, for the work that lies ahead must be done through cooperation and unity. It is a work in which many must participate, for the synergy of the group is necessary to channel the Love energy required for this service to be provided to all who are in need of it, and ready to receive of it.

My role is as a coordinator and facilitator -- holding the vision that allows others to contribute in a manner perfect for the unfoldment of the Plan. Such is my forte. It is good of All That Is to use it in this way for the highest good of all. It is time for me to develop and harvest the power and energy connections necessary to maximize the flow of the Force through me. For it is not my work but thine that must be done -- that will be done, as the saying goes "on Earth as it is in Heaven". So let it be written. So let it be done.

10 Jun 93

I got a bit carried away at the bookstore yesterday -- two books on Sai Baba, three on various yogas, one by Yogananda, one by Mary, one on Edgar Cayce, and two by Ruth Montgomery. The Vision of Sai book is outstanding. I couldn't put it down. This guy really is GOD incarnate! It's interesting that I had not paid much attention to Hindu stuff before -- though Sanskrit has had an inner importance to me for a long time, as the language of God. The Vedas have been around literally for ages, expressing a timeless wisdom. I feel that this is a part of my heritage, and that the prompting via the Ruth Montgomery book "Aliens Among Us" was meant to point me toward sources of material that I need to experience NOW. It's amazing what happens when you listen to your intuition and act in accord with what it tells you. Everything in my life is driving me toward a greatly increased spiritual focus and service to GOD in accord with the Plan.

Along this line, the Vision of Sai book is right on. It's just what I needed at this time! I expect to finish it this evening. Tomorrow, I'll have plenty of time to write down some of my impressions. I had an interesting talk with my guides this morning as I drove to Art's house. It was fascinating to observe myself driving, aware of what was playing on the radio, and at the same time being fully absorbed listening and interacting with this inner voice of spirit. Further, even though I had only five hours of sleep -- I feel fully awake, renewed, and refreshed. There is something restful and peaceful about being fully absorbed in spiritual pursuits. It makes the desires and activity of the outside world look so plastic and futile. What truly matters is one's connection to source and one's Self-Realization of one's identity with GOD -- in GOD, I AM.

I'm excited about what will unfold in the coming months. I'm in the midst of some major changes. I can feel it. The energy has been stepped up, so that there is a constant buzz and whirring around me. There is an electricity, a current of energy, as if I were plugged in to an outlet. It permeates my body -- through the cells of my skin out through my aura. I feel tuned in to my surroundings, operating on a different frequency and level of awareness. It's like I'm in this body, but, not of this body. I am soul incarnate. I am spirit in flesh. I AM. I am part of GOD. I AM GOD. What a wonderful feeling. There is this incredible high; yet, at the same time I am just beyond being tired. It's a weird sensation. I like this stepped up feeling. The energy level is definitely being transformed. Maybe the guides have completed hooking up my grids. I could easily get used to operating from this level -- though it still feels somewhat new.

14 Jun 93

The "All That You Are" book by Mary is outstanding. Especially considering that it was written in 1959, well before many of the New Age ideas caught on in the 60s, 70s, and 80s. The style is different, but, the truth's that are expressed are wonderful -- definitely as relevant today as they have been for untold ages.

15 Jun 93

It's time to start writing on my book again. Also, I need a dedication for the birth of "Beyond Imagination". This needs to provide the basic framework and guiding principles under which the Works of "Beyond Imagination" will be made manifest in accord with the Plan. Originally, I wrote "my" Works, but this organization goes beyond "me" -- and the Works that unfold will be done by many, both physical and non-physical. I have no right to claim them as solely my own! The focus is on getting what must be done completed in accord with the Plan. I have an integral role to play, but, that role is primarily as the director, organizer, and facilitator. My ideas need to be given voice, to burst them forth into the world. But, it will be others who must run with them to carry them forward and work out all the details. I have a part to play in revealing the Plan to the world, and enabling individuals to directly "know" what their roles are.

29 Jun 93

Well, the month started out great. I was writing almost every day. Then, nothing for two weeks! I read several books in that time: Visions of SAI, Threshold to Tomorrow, and Ruth Montgomery: Herald of a New Age. Also, I had two fine rounds of golf: 83 in the Loral tournament on Fathers Day, and 83 again last Friday. I was very pleased to get the old wooden shafted golf clubs for such a bargain at the auction. There is something about them that excites me, there's a sense of familiarity and a genuine fondness for the beauty and craftsmanship -- it's as if I've used these kinds of clubs before, maybe in a most recent past life -- but, per Jan Kertz, my last lifetime was as a female in Northern Italy.

I started on Herbalife on the 19th. I've already lost 7 pounds and feel much better. My stomach had reached a point where I had to do something. I sense that my body needs to be able to accommodate higher frequencies. Junk food just doesn't cut it any more. I need to lighten up, in more sense than one. I feel an increase in vibratory level throughout my system. My metabolism is faster, and my energy level is up sharply -- in intensity, but also in the amount of inner movement. I haven't noticed or thought about this much before. But, there is something to keeping the body in an optimum state of health to facilitate spirit being able to express in flesh. Anyway, I feel great over all -- better than I have in many years.

I am here to assist others in finding their way, their answers to the problems that confront them. It was interesting to see how I interact in this manner, where my true talents are, and how well I really understand the nature of reality that I have been studying for so long. For metaphysics to be of true value, it must be applied to life as it is experience here on this planet and in this body. This is part of what constitutes walking my talk. It is important that I share of what I know by helping others. In doing so, I learn much about myself as well.

30 Jun 93

Last day in June. Hopefully, I'll find some time to write today. Yesterday was primarily catch up stuff after not writing for two weeks. I need some inspiration for founding Beyond Imagination next month. It's time to allow my soul and guides to come through with the appropriate information.

You're right. You have been negligent in providing us with time to express through you. As the vehicle, you provide the channel by which this communication can take place. We will not force ourselves through. It is up to you to set aside the time and open yourself for this purpose. We can help you more than you know -- as indeed you help us. Together there is much work to do in preparation for the changes to come. You have chosen a particular role to play in activating and bringing down to Earth the energies of transformation in accord with the Plan. The ideas that flow through you with have wide ranging impact. But, to do their works, they must be given voice. This be your job. Get to it!

I'm finding it hard to focus my energies on my Loral work. There are too many other things that are of more overall importance. It's time to find a way to free myself so that I can focus my efforts on those things that I came to do, those things that support accomplishing my mission in accord with the Plan. There is no time to waste. Every minute counts. Every action is important. Every thought and idea.

I can feel my health improving each day with the Herbalife stuff. I know my body is getting more of the nutrients it needs without having to process all the excess waste. I feel lighter and more energetic. My body is definitely operating better. The machine analogy works well. The body is very much a machine through which spirit may express itself. The better the operating condition of the machine, the better spirit can express. I can sense the frequency level at which the body is operating. This has definitely changed substantially in the past two weeks. The frequency is much higher. It feels as if the very cells are vibrating strongly. I haven't yet been able to use this to tune into higher levels of source; or found a way to increase the flow of the force that moves through me. I sense that this will happen soon, in the coming days. I'm anxious to see how this will translate into works and activities. I know that I can be much more productive than I have been in the past several years. And further, that I must be if I am to fulfill my self-chosen destiny in accord with the Plan. Intuition is the key. I need to listen to it and act in accord with what it tells me. It provides the guidance that keeps me on the right path, the high road, the path of spirit. And, as time goes on, there is less and less room for error.

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