NAMASTE!

The expression below is a sample of what can occur on any day in my life. I am ever open to spirit expressing her infinite wisdom in new ways through me. As I remember this, there was a sense of being connected to Socrates and Plato ... engaged in a dialog on the very nature of Love and its expression, and God, among other things. I choose to share this expression now in hopes that you may benefit from it as I have.

I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE!

LOVE, Wayne

lion: Everything is a learning experience NOW ... an opportunity for LOVE to express in a NEW WAY!

Jasmine: Sounds wonderful............

lion: I had at least a dozen opportunities to do that today alone!

Jasmine: That is truly wonderful..........

lion: And with every ONE found a way to do it with JOY in a way that truly made a difference.

Jasmine: I understand very well.........

lion: This makes live a TRULY WONDERFUL ADVENTURE right now for ME!

Jasmine: That is wonderful Wayne..........

lion: Much of that is directly due to what YOU have helped to AWAKEN in ME!!! THANK YOU!!!! LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!

Jasmine: ...................

Jasmine: Sorry, I guess I am not very talkative tonight........

lion: In particular, it is now OK, even encouraged for me to express "my will" in situations ... any situations, knowing that it is ONE with GOD's WILL.

Jasmine: YES...... it is SO......

lion: I did not KNOW that until the past few days. I did not LIVE that until the past 2 days.

lion: It took YOU to awaken that in me! Already, YOU have helped to make my life, my space an incredibly beautiful space!!!

Jasmine: It is truly wonderful ........

lion: And I am free to receive from other in a manner I was uncomfortable to receive before ... because now I know that I am TRULY WORTHY of whatever others are moved to give that I am ready to receive.

Jasmine: You know, the first time I went into your Website, I knew that "IN SEARCH OF CENTER" meant not that which it seemed to mean. I knew you were looking for your own Center..... My soul Knew that.... And there was "A PLEA FOR HELP" which also had a double meaning.......

lion: Further, I am much more aware, of what they are able to receive as well. Before, I was focused on the giving, and how it made me feel.

Jasmine: Hm..........

lion: Before I was focused on ME, it was all that I knew as the Hermit, now I am focused outside of me, on what the other is able to receive that I am able and moved to give. There is more balance now. Much more balance.

Jasmine: I am so happy Wayne.....so happy for you...........

lion: I do indeed feel CENTERED NOW and GROUNDED in a way that I have not known or experienced before.

lion: I can see that REVOLUTION is NOT THE WAY!

Jasmine: Indeed..........

lion: People are moved when they are GENTLY AND LOVINGLY guided to a NEW WAY of expression.

lion: If the jump is too great FEAR sets in ... and destroys all chance for beneficial change.

Jasmine: Indeed.......... Revolution does not yield what you desire and it endangers the body self.

Jasmine: Indeed, and because most people function from their ego platform, fear is their first reaction......

lion: I need to take it slowly one step at a time ... truly seeing what it is that they need, in every interaction I have with people, and lovingly showing them how to take the next baby step in the right direction for them.

lion: It is if the shell has cracked.

Jasmine: You are really in an inner state of grace.......

lion: The INNER focus that I fought so hard to keep and limited myself to as my concept of the HERMIT was really a prison.

lion: A useful one ... it served its purpose.

lion: But it was indeed a prison.

lion: Interesting. I was a lion in a cage and did not even know it.

Jasmine: Yes, in end through it you were able to strngthen your soul....

Jasmine: :) ...........It is wonderful to hear you see that now......

lion: And you helped me to free that soul by simply inverting it's focus.

Jasmine: ...............

lion: Now, I understand part of what Gini has telling me for years. That I was selfish ... so focused on my self that I could not even begin to see who others were and what THEY NEEDED from me.

Jasmine: Hm..............

lion: I wasn't interested in people at all. Yet I was so alone for so long.

Jasmine: ...............

lion: Now, I see how I did that to myself. I chose to focus in a direction that I thought was INWARD. I thought I was being more spiritual that way ... somehow better than others.

Jasmine: Hm...............

lion: Yet, in doing so, I was DEAD to the world ... and to my own HEART too.

Jasmine: Hm..............

lion: Now, I see the error in my understanding. I was justifying my way of being just as we all do.

Jasmine: .............

lion: I feared changing ... facing the UNKNOWN of the reaction that would result if I allowed my emotions to express.

Jasmine: ..................

lion: But, now I see that in doing so I hid behind a mask ... I never expressed whom that I was except to myself, in my own "reality", in my own ILLUSION!

Jasmine: ..................

lion: Now, I am free to express. Over the past 18 months, I have been learning to walk ... step by step ...

lion: Allowing my self to go deeper and deeper with others ...

lion: But, still primarily focused on what it allowed ME to experience, enjoying the new expression. .....

Jasmine: I never make a spectacle of my truth......never..... it is sensed and responded to or there is nothing that I require.........

lion: Why such a condition? Why impose/accept that limitation? What about "ask and it shall be given unto YOU"?

Jasmine: Maybe with time, as you grow, and perhaps think back about us, you may discern it...

lion: But, such violates the agreement that we made ...

Jasmine: ......... well...... I did express myself to you most truthfully........

Jasmine: but you could not digest what I needed......

lion: And what of NOW? ... you do not feel free to express again in a manner that I can understand.

lion: That I can FEEL, here in my HEART?

Jasmine: I am either received......... or I recoil. There is no other way for me......

lion: ... have you judged such to be a lost cause?

Jasmine: I do not judge.... my heart feels..... that is what I know.....

lion: There is always ANOTHER way. You express a habit in how you state that ... you are not FREE to experience another way?

Jasmine: I don't know how

lion: So long as you stubbornly hold to that habit ... you limit what the I AM can express through YOU, do you not.

Jasmine: I don't know how.......

lion: You place a condition ... I will not accept unless it is in this way ... this pattern that I am comfortable with ... that I KNOW is right for me. Is this not your prison?

lion: YOU offered the key that helped set me free, at least of one cage ... until I can discover the next boundary or limitation ...

lion: Trust that this connection may be the very means through which YOU may RECEIVE the same...

Jasmine: What I need I can accept it only if it is offered in love..... I pose no demands.... whatever could come in any other way but as an loving selfless offer, I cannot accept.......

lion: Not necessarily in the way you think you need ... but in the new way you truly need right now. Is this not a possibility?

Jasmine: Do not understand you, sorry.......

lion: It is not for YOU to know or limit the spirit in which I am able to give ... it is only for you to choose to receive or not ...

Jasmine: I choose to receive...... but my heart feels there is nothing there for my heart to receive .......

lion: When you say that I must LOVE you in such a way or it is not LOVE, it is not something that you can receive ... YOU impose a limit on ME, or rather on what I am able to give to YOU. It is an arbitrary limit that you choose to place on your capacity to receive.

lion: What I am hearing is that you believe there is nothing that I can give that is in a form that your heart can receive.

Jasmine: No no.... I wish to impose no limits on you.... you can love me any way it suits you......it is allright. It is just that my heart knows what fills it and what does not fill it....

lion: But this is not true! You have already experience a flow from me.

Jasmine: That is indeed so.

lion: OK ... that I understand.

Jasmine: It is ok my friend.......I cannot really belabor this point with you for in the process I do not feel good.......

lion: But the heart is a vessel ... is there not more than one type of LOVE that can fill a vessel?

Jasmine: No, love is of God..... there is no other real love.......

lion: A cup can hold water, or fresh-squeezed orange juice, or ... it is personal preference as to what you like your cup to receive ... is it not?

lion: How can you limit GOD and how GOD expresses LOVE in such a tight box?

Jasmine: It's ok. You know I can indeed fill up my own heart with love. I do that all the time.... and flow it out. I can do that.

lion: LOVE has as many forms as matter. IT expresses everywhere in multiple ways.

Jasmine: yes.......

lion: YES, I did that too, but that is NOT ENOUGH!!!

lion: That is not flowing ... it is containing, it is limiting ...

lion: It is taking without giving ...

Jasmine: Well I shall just do that until by the grace of God I manage to change the way.....

Jasmine: I do not take without giving........

lion: It is not by the "grace of God" but by your choice, your exercise of will, is it not?

lion: You are free now ... are you not?

Jasmine: Yes.... as free as God who has been trapped in matter.... learning to free Herself......

lion: But you say you cannot give unless it is received ... how do you know what is received by another?

Jasmine: I sense........

lion: Flow is controlled by you, is it not ... by both how you choose to give and how you choose to receive.

lion: Giving and receiving are always a balanced pair ... for there is no real vessel that can hold any part of the flow ... we either experience it or we do not.

Jasmine: Not really, I just stay open...I receive from Above and bring out...... It is nice to receive from another human being..... I have received many good things..... but a seek a reflection of mySelf, I suppose, to receive from.....

lion: Are we not here to learn how to achieve this balance in a manner that permits the maximum flow through us.

Jasmine: Indeed......

lion: By finding out and overcoming what limits our giving ... and what limits our receiving.

Jasmine: Perhaps.......

lion: Does not the balance occur because the sum of what is received via all channels is allowed to flow out via all channels.

Jasmine: Indeed you are correct......

lion: Is it for us to choose the specific channel ... or is it for us to be open to the channels that spirit would offer unto us to receive from and to give unto.

Jasmine: No, it is not for us to choose, spirit chooses I feel in accordance with what we have in our own hearts...

lion: Is it that I must balance the flow of what YOU have given unto me by what I flow back to YOU. Or is it that what you flow to me permits me to in turn flow it unto others in ever greater abundance.

Jasmine: You must flow it, to all, as much as possible. It is only for your heart to know what and if any you wish to flow to me........

lion: And is this not where UNCONDITIONAL LOVE comes into play ... where we give without condition to whatever channels are open for us to give, and we receive without condition from whatever sources spirit would open unto us?

Jasmine: Correct......you are correct.......

lion: And is it not possible for me to flow LOVE back to YOU in a manner that does not stop at YOU but that flows through YOU unto others.

Jasmine: And I have given without condition...... and I do not impose any condition....... I did make that clear above, did I not?

lion: And does not LOVE come in different colors ... as light in a spectrum ...

lion: But you impose a condition on how YOU will receive ... do you not?

lion: Is one color more important than another?

lion: Or, is it that each color has its utility for particular purposes under particular circumstances?

Jasmine: Yes.... you are right.... I do honor your sentiment and I can take it as sween nourishment. I happen to a composite of different beings: and not all the selves are fulfilled by this particular nourishment..... But this is perhaps an imbalance that I must work out for myself...

lion: LOVE that is RED has the heat of passion, and LOVE that is blue/green is more peaceful.

Jasmine: ...........

lion: And the same channel may need different types of LOVE depending on its preferences, and state in the moment.

Jasmine: above pls read: sweet instead of sween, also: I happen to be...

Jasmine: indeed........

lion: And how does this apply to our particular connection?

Jasmine: Perhaps you would like to clarify that for me....?

lion: Is there a COLOR of LOVE that I can GIVE which you are able to RECEIVE?

lion: Is that not to some degree flowing right now ...

Jasmine: Yes.......Yes........

lion: Does not this communication flow from my HEART to JASMINE right NOW?

Jasmine: yes..........

lion: And is it enough that it makes this connection of VALUE? of immense VALUE?

lion: And perhaps opening other channels that might have been closed before?

lion: Allowing you to receive more, that you may in turn give more than you could give before?

lion: YOU have already seen the difference that YOUR LOVE has made in the lives of at least a dozen others that you do not even know.

Jasmine: Yes.... it is allright; I accept. For other needs I shall have to find a way to fulfill them myself. That is all. That is all.

Jasmine: I am very happy and greateful that you have opened yourself to Love -, truly I am.....

lion: Or, you have heard that reflected back by me ... because I have seen firsthand how it performed MAGIC in their lives ... yes, even in the past 24 hours.

Jasmine: Yes........I know..... It is magic......

Jasmine: But my heart is just so heavy........

lion: YOU have helped me open to RECEIVE in a manner that I could not do before, at a volume that I could not accept before.

Jasmine: And all this water in it - that keeps coming out of my eyes.......

lion: The will to give in me was already there ... but I was burning out because I could not receive as much as I wanted to give.

Jasmine: ...........

lion: Now, I am OPEN to receive, but this opening is a channel that is free to connect to any source that is offering to give.

lion: You have allowed me to see that I already have many such sources that are there ready to give, only I was not able to accept what they could give to me.

Jasmine: I so longed to work with someone who is like me and who is awake, on bringing light to others..... I am so alone in my work, and have been so unsupported in what I know I must do.... It has been very hard.....

Jasmine: It is wonderful...... I honor the space you are in...

lion: Understand ... and is there not a way I can continue to support that, to be there to flow, to support, to do what I can to help you to express the I AM that is JASMINE? Is this not the very contract that we established this weekend?

Jasmine: That is for you to know......

lion: I DO LOVE YOU JASMINE! Can YOU not feel that?

lion: It is also for YOU to know ... this is a contract of interdependence is it not?

lion: Not dependence, and not independence ... interdependence.

lion: Cooperative interdependence whose very existence is dependent on the connection and the LOVE that can be expressed via that connection.

Jasmine: I know Unity.......and that is what I seek..... for that is the reality. There is no question of dependence here, fut of synergy...... working together with a High goal in mind. There is no question of dependence. This is an ego construct based on fear.... it has no meaning beyond fear.......

lion: Do you truly seek what you KNOW ... or what you do not know?

Jasmine: I seek the Highest that I know....until I attain it and realize at that point that there are yet Higher planes to attain.......

lion: Is not increasing awareness achieved by incorporating more and more or what is UNKNOWN into what is consciously known?

lion: How do you know that there is not a far higher peak that you do not see because you choose not to look in another direction?

Jasmine: Yes... but what is Unknown is already knows but in a very rudimentary way...... Life is known.... but only as a fraction of what it is; Love is so vast a state it incompasses All There Is.... and yet we seem to think we know it.......

lion: I always seek the UNKNOWN. I am not content in the known for very long ... it is but a resting stop, until I have sufficient energy to take another step further into the UNKNOWN.

Jasmine: Pls see my comment above ........

lion: I do not think I know much of anything ... the UNKNOWN is the vast continent, the unexplored territory that I am most HAPPY when I boldly go forth and explore further and connect what I find to what I know.

Jasmine: I hear what you're saying, but it is important to create a fairly precise intent, for that acts as a bridge to the reality that is wanted. If you intend to have the unknown, unless you specify that that unknown is God, Love, Peace, Abundance or whatever, you leave yourself open to any unknown, including the unknown limitation and negativity......

lion: Life is not consciously KNOWN, it is simply experienced. Neither are thoughts known ... they are only transient experiences.

Jasmine: ........

lion: Is not GOD the sum of the KNOWN plus the UNKNOWN?

Jasmine: Indeed.... it is so

lion: And is not the UNKNOWN always the greater part?

lion: The know can be measured, quantified, contained. But the UNKNOWN is always infinity regardless of how much of it becomes known.

Jasmine: Indeed...... there is very little known on our plane, for we live in an illusory world. It is like a temporary stage... changes as our concsiousness changes..

lion: The KNOWN can never become INFINITY, it always increases in discrete pieces.

Jasmine: God is the Unknown.....we are the Unknown......

lion: And INFINITY is where GOD resides.

lion: Disagree ... what we ARE is what we are AWARE of ... that is always limited by what we have come to know of our true Self.

Jasmine: But if you go deeply enought into anything that is seemingly know, you discover that in fact it is infinite and that it has no bounds. Take a flower, a child, the sun, a kitten, an atom.......

lion: Have you experienced INFINITY = BEING GOD. If so, how did you ever make it back into limited form?

Jasmine: We are much vaster being than what our conscious mind is aware of. Go probing within yourself in all directions...... you will find no bounds........

lion: But that is our potential Self, not what we KNOW our Self to be.

lion: Is not the prime and only directive, KNOW THYSELF, for in the END that SELF is GOD.

Jasmine: True but it is still very much us...... The child is not aware of his "child-ness" yet it is very much a child.....

lion: But to the degree that we are not aware of our "GOD-NESS" we are NOT GOD.

lion: In reality, we ARE = TO BE only that which we ARE AWARE OF.

Jasmine: we are still God......but god asleep....... god trapped in limitation........

lion: What we are not aware of is not yet us ... are not yet the I AM that we are able to express.

Jasmine: It is us, but we muct acknoledge it, yes, and embrace it for it to be fully owned.... you are right.....

lion: GOD cannot be trapped in anything. GOD is not limited ever!

lion: It is only what is NOT GOD that is trapped, is it not?

Jasmine: God can be trapped. God has been trapped on earth...

Jasmine: I speak from my knowing.......you need not accept what I say......

lion: GOD is not trapped on Earth. We, experiencing the ILLUSION believe the I AM that we are is trapped here. But that is NOT GOD.

Jasmine: I know that God Essence has been trapped on Earth through mind control, conditioning, unawareness....

lion: But you only know the part of the I AM that you are conscious of. At the moment, that is the I AM JASMINE. It is not the I AM GOD.

lion: God Essense is NOT GOD.

Jasmine: As you delve further into the series of books starting with the Right Use of Will, you will attain another perspective.....

lion: It is only GOD in potential.

Jasmine: true..

lion: GOD in potential is only the limited part of GOD, not the INFINITE GOD.

Jasmine: but it is still God....awaiting to awaken to Itself....there is no other matrix for life........

lion: But GOD exists beyond the matrix, beyond life itself ... GOD chooses to experience via the illusion we call life.