9 Jun 94
All that I know is that I must seize the opportunity and write now. I must capture the transition process as reliably as I can to provide an example or pattern that others may want to follow as more and more people reach such times in their own life. With the age of Aquarius just around the corner, many will have spiritual awakenings that provide them with the experiences necessary to find out who and what they really are as well as why they are here. My hope is that through my efforts as guided by consciousness, that I may blaze the trail or smooth the path for others. This does not have to be a difficult transition. It can be as easy as we want to make it, if only we choose to join forces and work together where we can.
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Am I a lunatic, a genius, or a bit of both. Yes, I speak in grand terms because I am grand by creation as we all are. Further, I am grand by birth as shown in my aura and astrological chart. However, this only means that my task is particularly challenging as well. Gifts are only given where they are needed. Consciousness cooperates in a wonderful fashion to make sure that people are placed in positions where they are needed and where they are put in circumstances that provide them with the greatest opportunity to learn what they most need to learn.
13 Jun 94
Looking back through history, we see an amazing process unfolding. This is indeed a play perhaps in more ways than one. The play is only possible because of illusion. If we were to see and know everything in the moment, there would be no hopes, fears, and dreams. The world is perfect as it is for the conditions of the consciousnesses of the world. It has always been perfect and will always be perfect. This does not mean there is no further work to be done. In a way, you could say we are approaching greater and greater embodiment of spirit, but it is all spirit -- there literally is nothing else. For all time, it has been possible for any being to experience this, to experience the union of consciousness in flesh. Many have had their brief moments in the sun. Others have had extended periods of time that may have lasted their entire lifetime. One must light ones own Light, before one can help others in the quest for Light.
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Why am I still here? Why do I not let lose of the bonds and chains that bind me to this current day by day battle to exist financially? Overall, it is not worth the chains. Perhaps, this is why Whitman and Thoreau lived such simple lives. However, spirit doesn't care about what trappings you put around yourself. Hmm, that's why they call them trappings.
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I've chosen to live my life in accord with the Plan. This Plan was/is/will be generated and executed by Consciousness itself, of which we are only parts. The fact that we are parts, makes us ONE. That our awareness only has glimmers and hints of this oneness is beside the point. We are indeed ONE, whether we know it or not. Many of us have put large sets of blinders on to block parts of the truth that we didn't want to see. It's time for these to be removed, or at least lessened. The Truth Shall Set You Free! But, you say, I'm already free. Yet, I ask you as you go through your liberties how far do you have to go before you run into a wall or barrier through which you cannot pass? We live for the most part in an illusion, an illusion that for all appearances is reality itself. And, it is reality itself on this level. The key is to change your level, and, you can only do that through self-knowledge.
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Some exercises you might try include getting out of stale routines. Take time out to notice things. The extra attention you pay to anything will have a great impact on how you experience it. There is no wrong experience. Pay attention and notice, but, do not judge. In the world, HERE, at this time, NOW, everything is perfect and balanced. God sees nothing but light, yet he is aware of the Play that is on-going. Remember, God is one step removed from the current Play. It was created by parts of himself. It's not clear that the terminology is right yet at the higher levels. My feeling at this moment is that the hierarchy is All That Is, Goddess, God in descending order. That would put Consciousness under All That Is, meaning that Goddess and God would need to develop their capabilities to wield it and allow it to flow through them. I like that. Somehow it seems fitting. Also, it allows for many Gods and Goddesses to exist as suggested by the myths of many cultures.
20 Jun 94
I'm looking at the world in a new way. Divine wisdom has guided the play for all eternity. The things, structures, and organizations in the world are there for a purpose -- they have a reason to exist, a reason that facilitates or demonstrates the unfoldment of a Grand Plan. Chance and circumstance have limited roles. Design, whether it be human or divine is what guides the world. This design requires imaginative thought with purpose and commitment. The key issue is selecting the right thoughts to undergo this process. This is where the intuition and The Plan come into play. If one allows the intuition to speak, it will tell you what you need to know. This does not mean it will tell you everything, for some things you have no need to know, though you might want to. Actually this is a rare issue, since by the time most people have developed the nerve or the need to ask, they are already ready to have their questions answered.
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The performance of our tasks is our purpose. The struggle is to find a path that allows one to know thyself, or at least begin to do so -- so that we can know why we are here. Our destiny is always a spiritual one, especially in these time of drastic changes. It is not clear when or whether the thunderbolt will strike that fills one's heart with Love for the whole human race. One sees the beauty of each individual as spirit enfleshed at this moment playing the exact role that they signed up for, yet at the same time having a path for growth that requires effort to follow. Consciousness pushes the individual to grow, but is not forceful in doing so. It is up to the individual to want to grow and to show initiative in finding the appropriate path. For the most part these parts are unique, though, for efficiency larger roads are created upon which many can tread. Even then, however, the individual sets the style with which they merge with the group.
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These notes are the only record of a transition that has been going on for over a year. Further, this is part of a transition that has been going on throughout my life. More and more, I'm seeing that the what one gets is a result of how well one treats oneself and others. The more that LOVE is expressed, the better everything is. This is the key, the critical factor. Actually, peace, love, and light are all important. But, the greatest of these is Love.
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We speak many times on the same theme because some of you are moved and some not by any particular expression of truth. Take what you understand or find challenging or otherwise interesting and leave the rest to others who are more attracted to ways that don't strike your fancy. Always our motivation is to impart and express truth as much as we can. In particular, spiritual truth. You may say that this is up to the churches and religions of the world, but I would argue that they are too biased to do this task. If the churches taught people that they were already spiritual beings enfleshed who required no intermediaries between themselves and God, a good number of people would leave those established churches. Also, there is no Heaven or Hell, except as we make it on Earth here and now.
21 Jun 94
My belief is that I am a communicator and that my medium is primarily the written word. And, I write free form, expressing or channeling what comes into my head as it comes into my head. I come to bring forth a VISION of what is to come in the Aquarian Age. Thus far, I've been a lone voice in the wilderness. Actually, lone comes from the perspective of being a Hermit; so, I am not aware of the visions of others. I know they are out there, and that they tap into the same source, the Plan. How many of us exist, I do not know. But, at some point there will be enough of us to set the world aflame with spirit. Remember that fire corresponds with spirit in astrology.
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As always, your job is to stay focused on enlightenment and knowing thyself. The more you do this, the more prepared you will be to handle the responsibilities of the job that we are creating for you. Actually, we are co-creating this job with you so that it is tailored to your specific talents and abilities. Of course, there are many for which we are doing this at this time. All are ready to play major roles in the changes that lie ahead as the Age of Aquarius comes into being. This is what excites your consciousness. It excites ours as well. It's been a long time since consciousness has had such an open way of communicating with other parts of itself. Such is necessary in the new order. As a Hermit, your standard mode of operating is to have lots of inward communication and limited external communication. In fact, you would be quite happy with letters, books, and the mail being the chief for of communication. The world that is being created will feel somewhat foreign to you. You've felt this to be the case most of your life. You will feel it even more in the times to come. The more immediate forms of communication keep you in touch with the world in a more intimate way (especially pagers and cellular phones). The cost is a loss of privacy. Then, we don't really have privacy anyway. We only think that we do because of very sketchy evidence. In fact, for many things in life, we have very little knowledge of how things work. This is regardless of how long you stay in school. Even PhDs have deep knowledge only in particular specific areas. It is the whole that possesses the knowledge of mankind, and it is this knowledge that drives what appears in our reality. As soon as we can get minds to where the have new understanding, we also get products that potentially benefit lives because of this new understanding. Since 1890 or so, we've been on a path of technological advancement that exceeds anything we have experienced before, one that seems literally without bounds. This has prepared us to view quick and constant change as a fact in our lives.
27 Jun 94
All creation is light. It's only in how creation limits itself that the whole range of dark is created and experienced. In truth, it is all illusion, sustained by beliefs that are not aligned with truth. Self knowledge is the way out of illusion. This has been taught for untold ages, yet few follow the straight and narrow path that leads to enlightenment. The many are caught in the web of illusion, stuck in a world that is intricate and fascinating.
28 Jun 94
It will be the psychics and intuitives that will bring through the guidance that helps us through the transformation we will be experiencing. However, bridge individuals will be able to take what science has wrought and apply it to metaphysics in a manner that transforms the psychic/ intuitive arts to the equivalent of sciences in terms of their ability to reliably bring forth consistent information in accordance with a world view that includes the subconscious and the superconscious as equal partners to the conscious. This is something that is long overdue.
There is an as above, as below relationship that works between science and metaphysics. Science and its practical arm, technology, are the as below part. The as above part is the nature of reality creation itself. Science deals well with the physical creation and provides a whole structure into which knowledge is placed. Similar structures shall be found to work in metaphysics to explain the nature of how the spiritual part of source is made manifest. There are already many disciplines within metaphysics. They just aren't organized and formalized into a united whole. Part of this is because the practitioners of the occult arts are typically individuals who are focused on providing information to other individuals. Also, science has so denigrated these arts as to make them part of a swelling underground activity. Things are changing, however. People are becoming more open to other than conscious information. Metaphysics has almost become a respectable occupation, at least in much of California and in various other areas of the country.
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The spiritual world is not any more complex than the physical world. Similar principles apply. All of the human development that has occurred through history followed these spiritual laws. They didn't necessarily follow the path of least resistance, but they followed a path that was governed by what lessons had to be accomplished to allow spirit to more fully enter its own creation.
29 Jun 94
Interesting. The word information keeps splitting up into in formation. This repeated itself in my mind several times, highlighting it's importance. The whole purpose of a lot of information is just that, to put people in formation with regard to a particular incident, topic, or area of life. This is interesting because another reason for putting people in formation is to create a structure for Cosmic Consciousness to more fully express in flesh. What appears to be happening is that the information infrastructure is being set up to allow a rapid outward transformation of the world. The Light workers, however, are facilitating an inner transformation that will take us into the Aquarian Age. It's as if one is operating outwardly, while the other is operating inwardly. Most Lightworkers are here to provide their alternative services after the transition when the public is more open to them. Some came specifically to facilitate the transition and then are off to other tasks. I believe that I am one of these. Doing what is necessary to bring forth the Dawn is my top priority. It is what I came to do. Getting Cosmic Consciousness grounded appears to be a key step.
It's also interesting that I don't personally want to be "in formation" with anyone or anything except consciousness itself. So, I don't choose to partake of the standard information sources, TV news, newspapers, and magazines. I wonder how many others are making the same choice to separate themselves from this part of the consensus reality. Renegades in consciousness, that's what we are -- and proud of it.
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How is information retrieved from the universal subconscious? My sense is that everything generated by anyone is there, all the thoughts throughout all time. However, in physical life, I've had to read the thoughts in books and attune my mind to what the author may have meant. As my self knowledge increases, these meanings may adjust in accord with my new state placing me in a better position to understand. The processes of knowing and understanding are not of the conscious mind alone, they also involve an equally important unseen. Many times the unseen portion may be the greater part of the iceberg whose tip is the great thought. If we are to understand the nature of reality creation, we must begin to understand the nature of this unseen or rarely seen part of ourselves. Further, there is a greater collective unconscious whose character and functions need to be discovered and addressed.
30 Jun 94
I sense that I came here to help this planet undergo this transition at this time. This is my primary mission. I don't believe that I am "of this planet". I appreciate the wonder and the physical beauty -- it moves my heart, but it is not home to me. I come from elsewhere in the stars. To get my current mission and part in the Play, however, I must have had to demonstrate particular skills and abilities that were required for the part. In other words, I had to qualify for the job. I don't completely know what abilities got me the job. These continue to be unveiled to me over time. This is where the Ego issue comes into play. Some may judge that I am thinking in a grandiose way. My sense is that this is not the case, that these indeed are my abilities and this is my task, regardless of whether it appears to be grandiose or not.
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I don't know how others experience reality. I have never had much in common with anybody. I cannot assume that they experience things in much the same way that I do. I know this just isn't so. This makes it that much more difficult to relate my own personal experience because even the terminology is foreign to many. For a rough guess, I'd estimate that I spend on the order of 90% of my time alone. This includes both work and personal time. So, where does a sense of commonality come into play that allows us to share experiences? My sense is that our language is loosely coupled between individuals and that much communication is planned dialog that is specifically meant to cause particular reaction or response. I'm still struggling with how much of this is a play and how fully the play is written before it is enacted. This gets to the issue of how much free will we really have. My sense is that our free will is confined to where we place our attention, not to the actions that occur. Most people are fully associated with the body and the actions. Some have found that they can be a watcher of this play of Light and Dark as well. As the watcher, they begin to wonder why the play is written as it is. From this they learn of their own nature as soul, and see the play as an opportunity to learn. The learning that is most important is that we are spirit incarnate and that the development of self-knowledge is our primary task, or at least it should be such.