3 Apr 96
Interesting month last month. I was moved to get all of my writings to my site where they would be available to the world. I was literally compelled, moved by a force so strong that it would not be resisted. While I was successful, the end result was only 5 pages of Notes for the month. That's only half of the output for Apr 94, when I was flying high all month. I did spend a lot of time on Spirit Chat however.
On the commute in this morning, I couldn't get the following out of my mind:
it is finished.
It Is Finished.
The veil is lifted.
IT IS FINISHED!
Don't know what it means yet, but it was quite insistent and intense. Further, the first time it came through brought a sharp shiver down my spine.
It will be interesting to see what is revealed as the day proceeds. There is indeed a major sense of completion -- and a feeling that something new and wonderful is about to unfold.
10 Apr 96
Resent letter to the President with cc: to first lady and vice president. Don't think anything will come from it, but had to do it. I don't care if they like my ideas or not -- I just want someone to read them and evaluate them for what they are worth. Is that so wrong? Should I not expect that ideas will indeed see there time of day ... at least when the time is ripe for them?
I'm still in somewhat of a waiting pattern, expecting reality to change dramatically at any moment. And yet, work appears locked in through 31 Jul with a nice bonus if I stick it out until then. Interesting. After that, everything is wide open once again. My sense is that all I can do now is sit back and watch it unfold, doing what I am moved to do, when I am so moved to the best of my abilities and with all my heart and soul. This is expressing spirit in flesh to its fullest. Such is all that can be expected of anyone!
8/1/96 = 18-96, Moon to Moon Exalted. Isn't that interesting! Span of 78: Tarot Completion, centered at none other than 57: Three of Swords = ELLIS. 57(hex) = 87 = Hermit Exalted. Now, is that timing or what?
8/01/96 = 108-196, Camelot Exalted to 9:16 (inside out) = The Hermit: The Tower, span of 88: Infinity above and below, center at 152 = 1:74 = The Benefactor Exalted.
[NOTE ADDED ON 10/10/97]
It is interesting that this was the last of the Beyond Imagination Notes. My job did end on 7/31/96. This left me unemployed from 8/01/96 through 11/11/96, the first day of my new job with The Aerospace Corporation in LA. It is particularly curious that I have now been working for the same Air Force office since Jan 85, for over a dozen years -- as an Air Force officer, as a defense contractor, and now as a non-profit engineering support.
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