1 Feb 96
63 @ 35 6335 = 1:03:17(78) 1993-1994
64 @ 37 6437 = 1:04:41(78) 1995-1996
65 @ 39 6539 = 1:05:65(78) 1997-1998
Interpolating,
64 => 65 @ 38 6488 = 1:05:14(78) 1996-1997
Projecting forward,
65 => 66 @ 40 6590 = 1:06:38(78) 1998-1999
66 @ 41 6641 = 1:07:11(78) 1999-2000 Interesting
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69 @ 47 6947 = 1:11:05(78) 2005-2006
69 => 70 @ 48 6998 = 1:11:56(78) 2006-2007
70 @ 49 7049 = 1:12:29(78) 2007-2008
72 @ 53 7253 = 1:14:77(78) 2011-2012
78 @ 65 7865 = 1:22:65(78) 2023-2024
I'm curious as to what results from regressing backward:
45 @ conception 4499 = 57:53(78) 1957-1958
It's interesting that the completion card for the Tarot falls at my 65th year. Especially considering that I have believed that my lifespan is up at 66 for some time now. Curious, indeed. Also, note that 4/8/07 and 4/8/12 fall at interesting points as well.
All of this revealed from one telephone number! How's that for turning a common symbol into something far more meaningful. All it took was seeing the sequence captured within the number and realizing it's relevance to my life.
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Now, why is it that each year represents 51 in my life? 51 = 3 x 17. Further, each Tarot whole step represents 102 = Q of Wands Exalted. It's also interesting that 45 = Black Robe was the Tarot number at my conception, and that this permits Tarot completion to happen at Age 66 in 2025 = 45 x 45. Further, my life will have taken me through the final 33 numbers of the Tarot.
[NOTE ADDED ON 10/10/97]
It just occurred to me that with each year representing 51, the time from 1 Jan to 8 Apr is about 14-15. This would have put my conception at 4513-4514, or 57:67 - 57:68 = ELLIS:WAYNE, my middle and first names in ALL CAPS.
[END OF ADDITION]
5 Feb 96
Another weekend without writng Notes. I did contact several people via E-Mail that I found while surfing the internet, however. Also I found an interesting book online,
It was absolutely captivating. I read it straight through, then sent a message to the author. I've already recommended it to five people and added a link to it from my home page. Yes, it was that meaningful to me. I've never read anything like it. It was clear, yet it conveyed it's message poetically. The writing was the epitome of beauty.
Why was I exposed to such a message on 2/4/96 = 24 x 104. This is of the same form as 2/1/84. Also 2496 = 42-96, span of 54, centered at 69. Interesting. 2184 was centered at 48!
69 is the card just to the right of 37, the center of my H reading. This is the transition between my 37 year and what lies ahead. My present phone number contains the final two numbers on the right side of 69, namely 74 and 65. I'm feeling cold and starting to shiver. This is a major connection. It marks the beginning of a completion. Further, I sense that this completion will occur by my birthday on 4/8/96.
2288 = 22 x 104 = 22-88, span of 66, center at 55.
2392 = 23 x 104 = 32-92, span of 60, center at 62.
2600 = 25 x 104 = 00-62, span of 62 CCW, center at 31
2704 = 26 x 104 = 04-72, span of 68 CCW, center at 38
2808 = 27 x 104 = 08-82, span of 74 CCW, center at 45
2912 = 28 x 104 = 12-92, span of 80 CCW, center at 52
So, what's next? 2704 has it's center at 38, and the span of 68 = WAYNE offers more confirmation that this seems the most likely candidate for my location in spirit. That would mean that 25:00(104) was just completed with the 62:Blindfolded Lady span and the 31:Youths Fighting center.
2704 = 26 x 104 = 4 x 26 x 26 = 16 x 13 x 13 = 52 x 52.
Curious. The only prime factors are 2 and 13. 16 x 13 x 13 = The Tower x Death x Death. Also, 52:Q of Swords is my personality number. It appears that this is going to be a very interesting year. I don't sense that this triple combination applies to the world yet, so I must conclude that it is a personal message for me. However, 26:00(104), is 26:00 in the 26 Exalted Base. I've come to associate 26 with GOD [7+15+4]. Thus we have the GOD cycle in the GOD Exalted Base. Powerful indeed. But, what am I to make of this? To make this personal seems to be egotistic to the extreme. Yet, if not this, then what message is being conveyed. It's especially interesting that this comes the day after my introduction to THE TRUTH. Indeed, The Universe is a Growing God. Of this, I have no doubt, though I had never been moved to express it in exactly this way.
Just noticed that the 31, 38, 45, 52 sequence indicates cycles of 7 years. Further, it appears that I stopped the sequence short. The next two number are 59:The Aquarian and 66:my final year. It's interesting that 30:00(104) Camelot Exalted in the GOD Exalted Base.
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The more I see revealed, the more I am blown away. These are just numbers. Yet, my mind is moved to apply a meaning to them that appears so obvious to me when I see it. I can't prove that what I see is true. Yet, there is something in me that knows that it is. Or , at the very least is as close to the truth as I can bring through at this time. I trust that the appropriate connections will be made, and I allow whatever it is that expresses through me to bring through whatever it is able. You might say that I do this because I must. Yet, I do it of my own free will. I am compelled by a force whose origin I know not. However, I see the result and I like what I see.
I speak for an energy/entity that I know as a voice in my head. That voice is not me. I observe it entering my awareness and I hear what it has to say, but there is no sense that it is me saying it. I relay what I hear to my fingers and to the screen. Often, I am amazed by what is expressed. The sense is truly one of the material coming through me versus being generated by me. From a broader perspective, it doesn't matter. This voice that I hear is obviously part of whom that I am, especially since others do not appear to hear the specific voice that calls me. Whether this is an aspect of my psyche of which I am only aware of its results, doesn't really matter either. What matters is that it is able to express through me in flesh. These words are physical. The act of bringing them forth establishes their vibration in the universe regardless of whether this material ever reaches an audience. Consciousness or GOD has learned from their expression. And, what has come forth once, can easily be manifest again. The difficulty lies in bringing things forth the first time.
How is it that I am able to see things that others do not see? Obviously, it is required for the path that I must follow to my destiny. The sense is that the circumstances necessary for me to start carrying out my mission in the world are rapidly manifesting. I don't know what they are, nor how they will come into existence, but I know that they must. My destiny must be made manifest, and the forces of the universe are actively engaged in bringing about the necessary conditions. My directive, as always, is to do what I am moved to do. I am to learn from the results but am not to be concerned with the consequences. I am being moved by consciousness, or at least am still learning how to be so moved. My focus is to be on what I can do now. The future is created from a succession of moments. In the end, it is only the moments that matter. That is where life is lived.
I'm finding it hard to focus on work again, especially when I regard this as my true work. This is what I most love to do. Expression of consciousness in written form is what I do. You might even say it is what I am. I am the word made flesh, bringing forth words that others may more fully express spirit in flesh. There is no doubt that this is why I'm on the planet. This is my mission. It is the task for which all of my training has prepared me. All of my life I have allowed consciousness herself to guide me on my path. I've had no teachers, nor gurus, only the written word to guide my journey to self-awareness. Yes, I've attended classes and seminars, but these have been relatively few, and their impact was far less than the written word. I am by nature a creature of the ethers. My world has always been one of ideas, or at least one in which ideas were emphasized most heavily. Again we notice Ln 7.56.
Yes, I can state this matter of factly, for what I state is the truth as I've experienced it. Are my impressions accurate? Does it really matter? They are what they are. The importance of the past is not in what actually did or did not happen, it's in our interpretation of the meaning of what happened. This is generally captured in our remembrance. What really matters is whether my observations, declarations, and statements have utility to you. Do they allow you to understand yourself better, to more fully express spirit in you life, to make choices that make a positive difference in your life and the lives of those you touch? If so, I have provided value. If not, these are but the ramblings of a madman. Yet, if I am mad -- at the very least, you have to admit that madness expresses with a uniqueness and originality that is quite interesting. I sure find it so. Hopefully you do as well. Actually, if you've made it this far, this is probably no longer a relevant issue. We've been together long enough for you to have some respect for the source from which these ideas originate, even if I can't pinpoint exactly who or what that is. Yes, it may even be me. However, I wouldn't want to swear to it. Interesting.
6 Feb 96
It's interesting that this month is starting off with so many numbers, especially since the moon has been close to full for the past several days. I'm definitely impacted by the cycles of the moon. I don't know why, I've just observed that it is so. There is no question of whether it should be or not, it just is. I guess this is why the bipolar condition doesn't surprise or phase me either. It is a natural part of whom that I am. It is not a disease or problem or condition. It simply is part of my experience of being. Whether others experience it or not is of no consequence. What matters is that I experience it. Interesting. So matter of fact. Yet, this specific condition brought me to the very brink of insanity just over two years ago. I didn't make it over the edge. But, I got quite close -- and it took some time to recover.
Two years plus later, I'm sitting in the same job, and still churning out the Notes. However, with each passing day, the end of March, and probably the end of my current job comes nearer. It is still uncertain as to what happens after that. For the past eight months, I've been moved to try to make connections and disseminate the works of Beyond Imagination. It's not clear that this endeavor has been successful, though not due to lack of effort on my part. Lately, my focus has been on finding kindred spirits with whom to interrelate. I've found a few so far, but the process is slow. Yet, my sense is that my search will indeed be successful. I do what I must do. Ages ago I accepted the will of consciousness as my guide. I will follow her throughout the duration of my existence on this planet. It's interesting how that was worded. I have not been alive for ages in this existence. Yet, even now "ages" rings true as the right word to use in that context.
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Am I really that different? Is my perspective on the world that unique? In many respects, I lead a very strange life. It is definitely not typical or average. Yet, much of whom that I am is because of how I have lived. Or, perhaps it's the other way around. Because of whom that I am, I could live in no other way. Interesting. For the most part, I feel that I have really had no choice. The decisions were automatic. There was always only one path that felt right, and I used my intuition to find that path. Circumstances just happened. When something was needed, it appeared. When I had questions, the answers were forthcoming, usually from some book that I was moved to read. Most of the time these books were brought to my attention in mysterious ways. Rarely was a book ever recommended by anyone. In high school, I spent a lot of time in the library just browsing the shelfs looking at titles, not even opening books to their cover pages. I would browse until I got a sense that this was a book I needed to read. And, sure enough, when this would happen, the book would address the very issues that I had on my mind. Very early, I found that I could rely on this process. In fact, rarely did I think twice about it. I accepted that this was a natural process. It didn't occur to me to ask whether others did this.
From that standpoint, I have lived my life as a hermit. With rare exception, until the past few years, no one knew much about me, period. Literally, no one. And, in turn, I knew virtually nothing about anyone. Other than interactions at work, I simply did not deal with people. This was not a part of my reality. Anyway, it was a very small part. Yet, this was necessary to make me whom that I am. Looking back, my experience was not always happy. In fact, at times I was downright bored. But, I wouldn't trade any of it for anything. What I experienced was necessary to get me here. And, what I am now is more than I have ever been before. The changes in just over two years have literally blown me away. I am awake to a degree that I never was before. Further, there is no going back. The realizations that I have had have moved me to a different space and time, a whole new level of being, and they are the one thing that cannot be taken away. The things may go, the body may return to dust, the mind may cease to function, but the aware IS, and it can never be otherwise. What I have done may or may not have any lasting effect. That is for consciousness to decide. But, whom I have become and what I have learned in the process, that alone is mine.
Destiny calls. The urge within me is to do the bidding of consciousness, whatsoever that may be, and to do it to the best of my ability whenever I am called to service. Interesting. Yet, that is indeed what life is now. SERVICE = 1594935 = 4 9 35-51 CCW, span of 16:The Tower, centered at 4:The Emperor 9:The Hermit 43:Abundance. Interesting. You might say that I'm in Her Majesty's Service. How appropriate. There seems to be another meaning here. The period for 4 9 service is from age 35 through age 51 for me. 35 marked the start of my spiritual transformation in 1993. 51 occurs in 2009-2010. This leaves one final period of 16 years to get me to 2025. 4/8/07 --- 4/8/09-4/8/10 --- 4/8/12. My 51 year is exactly in the middle of the five year period between the times when my birthday falls on Easter. The sense is that a new phase of life does begin at that time and that the 4/8/12 = 2184 backwards date is when my true purpose is finally revealed and my MISSION on Earth begins.
MISSION. Reversed = NO IS SIM. A cosmic joke, indeed. For many years in the Air Force, I dealt with SIMulation requirements. At Loral, I'm in the Modelling and SIMulation Group. The immediate response that comes to mind is IS REAL = 91 9513
Death Exalted : Death => Aquarian Age , span of 46 CCW, center at 36.
7 Feb 96
Found out earlier today that my cubicle is # 22:The Fool Exalted, my Heart's Desire. Interesting and appropriate. It seems that everywhere around me the numbers are starting to click in a way that they never have before.
wayne = 23, ellis = 21, hartman = 30, jr = 10
2^3 x 2^1 x 3^0 x 1^0 = 8 x 2 x 1 x 1 = 16:The Tower = 2^4 = 24 = "X".
NZ = "X" in a square when written one over the other. 24^2 = 576 = 9:The Hermit x 64:Thy Will, not mine, be Done. Major shivers!!!!! From the inside out 576 = 7:56.
So, Be NZ = 25 7:56, center = 7:54 = 628 or 5:74 from the inside out. This is the swing from The Benefactor to HARTMAN or from The Chariot:The Emperor to The Chariot:The Hierophant.
"Y" squared = 25 x 25 = 625 = 25-26 time click.
"Z" squared = 26 x 26 = 676 = 76, the year the US was founded [1776] and the year I graduated from high school [1976]. Also, the year that my niece Jamie was born. Hmm, this is also 7:66 from the inside out.
8 Feb 96
Started out OK, but never got back to writing yesterday. Did get an e-mail off to Steve Forbes. It's not too likely anything will come of it given his conservative stance, but who knows? Eventually I'm going to reach someone who appreciates what I have to say and is in a position to carry the ball and run with it. Somehow, my role seems to best be played out behind the scenes in an advisory capacity. The ideas speak for themselves. It matters not from whom they were uttered. And, as the saying goes "nothing can stop an idea whose time has come".
2/8/96 = 82-96, span of 14, center at 89 = Justice Exalted, the center of my "X" reading. Interesting that this comes on day after my X squared revelation. Interesting indeed!
Pace for notes is OK. Not great, but normal. I'm finding that there is more and more to work out between the writing times. Life offers the experiences that reflect how spirit is expressed in flesh. It is still not clear what role I am to play in relationship to others. To date, no specific connections have arisen that seem deep and lasting. However, each week I am indeed reaching more people, if only one or two at a time. What keeps me going is a knowingness that it just takes one, the right one, and that will happen when the time is right. The bottom line is that I TRUST consciousness. No matter how things seem, there is a Plan at work, and circumstances will work out in a manner that conforms to the Plan. My only responsibility is to do what I am moved to do, and to do it to the best of my ability. Indeed, no more could be asked of anyone.
One might ask, why do I trust consciousness? The answer I would offer is because doing so is empowering. I know this from direct experience. Also, it allows life to be lived with a sense of magic as well as majesty. There is a Purpose to creation, to life. And, we as individuals have specific purposes within that larger Purpose. We are indeed spirit expressed in flesh, forever learning how to embody more of whom that we truly are. This is the Great Work. All else pales in comparison. For me, words -- in particular the written word -- are my medium of expression. Pictures and graphics are nice, but they operate in a realm that is foreign to me.
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The keys to my office that I was given yesterday say cube #22. 22 x 22 x 22 = 10648 = The Magician: The Lovers: The Man in Search of More.
6:01-48, span of 47:ASLAN, center at 6:25-6:26. Hmm, a 25 => 26 transition again. That's the "Y" squared stuff from yesterday. This 47 year cycle started at age 19 in 1977. Interesting. 1977 = 77-91, span of 14, center at 84:The Lovers Exalted, The top of my "A" reading. It's especially noteworthy that this was also the transition to the 6: The Lovers cycle. With each revelation I am more and more amazed. The sheer number and variety of connections is nearly unbelievable. Yet, here they are. Consciousness has led me to every one of them, and without any regular system or process to guide me.
Essentially, I operate on intuition, allowing free association to guide me to the appropriate circumstances that stimulate me to make connections. I guess this is the stuff of which lunatics are made. Yet, it is my reality. And, the symbols and connections have a meaning that cannot be denied. Is the process that I use repeatable? No. However, why should it have to be? The more important question is whether the process results in useful information. Here, I must answer yes. But, I can only answer for myself. Whether what I do is useful to others is for them to decide. At the very least I offer a picture of how another consciousness works, even if that is quite different from your own. I don't know enough to know how similar or different that might be. At the same time, I don't know that I possess any special capabilities that necessarily make what I do unique.
12 Feb 96
Once again, another three days without writing. Though, I did write several introductory letters to people I learned about via the Internet. Lately, this has become my modus operandii. I surf the net for sites that are related to the Beyond Imagination and write to the associated e-mail addresses to introduce myself and the Beyond Imagination works. I am deeply moved to establish connections right now. It doesn't matter why. It is enough to know that I am so moved and to note that I am aware of being moved in this manner. It's as if I'm answering an innate directive. For many, this is a directive to procreate. In my case, my creations are the work of consciousness, and for them to live, they must be disseminated. I trust that consciousness will guide me in this process. As always, I must do only that which I am moved to do. It's not that this is difficult. For me, anyway, there is no denying the force that moves me.
The 21 x 96 days all have a span of 84, with center at x:54, The Page of Swords, cutting the True from the False. We have 10 days of this in Feb. 22 x 96 days follow with a span of 74, and a center at x:59, The Aquarian Age. It seems that we're in for a very interesting month.
Just noticed last night that "beyond imagination" = 29 58 = the 29 triangle! It's amazing that I had not discovered this before, especially given how involved I've been with triangle numbers. 29 is the number of "light". Further, 58-92 CCW has span of 34, center at 75 = HARTMAN.
Also interesting is that Light = 38:VISION, and LIGHT = 56:Balance, center of my inverted triangle.
Just made an interesting connection, WEH = 23 * 5 * 8 = 920 = 11:62(78). This number came up two years ago in the 1994-832 = 1162 context. It marks the year of Genghiz Khan's birth as well as the year that Becket became Archbishop of Canterbury -- the Hierophant.
beyond imagination = 29 + 58 = 87: The Hermit Exalted. Interesting that I hadn't noticed this before either. Now, how does an Exalted Hermit make his way in the world? That's a very good question. It will be interesting to see what answer becomes manifest in the days ahead. Yes, interesting indeed.
weh = 5 * 5 * 8 = 200 = WAYNE ELLIS HARTMAN. Coincidence? Maybe. But, I wouldn't count on it. Only three of 1000 combinations would yield this sum.
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bi = 29 polar = 7/13/16/17/26. 29 + 26 = 55. Also = light GOD. Now, just what might that mean? Clearly it's an important discovery. Why was I led to handle the first part of the word different than the latter? Only consciousness would lead me in that manner. Something about consistency being the "hobgoblin of little minds" just flashed by. No one can accuse me of that anyway. They might think I'm looney, but definitely not consistent. Though, I can be very stubborn at times, as my wife will attest.
There is something amazing about connecting my initials to a number that came out of the blue nearly two years ago. In fact, it was one of the numbers that was instrumental in taking me on my continuing excursion with finding meaning in the day-to-day symbols around me.
832 was a 104 number = 8:00(104). So was 1976 = 19:00(104), my high school graduation year and the bicentennial for the country. The next 104 year is not until 2080. The one after that is 2184, the last four of my SSN.
13 Feb 96
The days get flying by. The end of March draws nearer and nearer. I know not where my immediate destiny lies. But, I trust that consciousness doth know, and that wherever it is will be right for this point in my life. Yes, I am resigned to a fate I know not what. But, it is an optimistic resignation, for I know that consciousness is using me to do her works. Further, I willingly cooperate in this endeavor. There is no sacrifice that I sense, no giving up of anything of value. Yes, I mean this wholeheartedly. I have no awareness of my will having value anymore. I once did, but that was before the transformation of 1993.
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ELLIS = 57 = 3 + 19 = 22 = 2 + 11 = 13
WAYNE ELLIS HARTMAN = 23 13 23 = 59: The Aquarian Age.
wayne ellis hartman = 23 7 7 = 37: The K of Cups, the middle of my "H" reading.
Wayne Ellis Hartman = 41 7 7 = 55 = 16 = 24 = 26 = 15 = 8 = 23
62 = 33 = 14 = 9 = 32 = 25 = 52 = 35 = 12 = 25 = ... There we go again 25, 52, 35, 12.
REDUCTIONS
1
2
3
4 = 22 = 13
5
6 = 5
7
8 = 23
9 = 32 = 25 = 52 = 35 = 12 = 25 = ...
10 = 7
11
12 = 25 = 52 = 35 = 12 = ...
13
14 = 9 = 32 = 25 = 52 = 35 = 12 = ...
15 = 8 = 23
16 = 24 = 26 = 15 = 8 = 23
17
18 = 34 = 19
19
20 = 27 = 33 = 14 = 9 = 32 = 25 = 52 = 35 = 12 = 25 = ...
21 = 10 = 7
22 = 13
24 = 26 = 15 = 8 = 23
25 = 52 = 35 = 12 = 25 = ...
26 = 15 = 8 = 23
28 = 29
30 = 10 = 7
35 = 12 = 25 = 52 = 35 = ...
36 = 54 = 35 = 12 = 25 = 52 = 35 = ...
38 = 21 = 10 = 7
39 = 16 = 24 = 26 = 15 = 8 = 23
44 = 33 = 14 = 9 = 32 = 25 = 52 = 35 = 12 = 25 = ...
45 = 37
48 = 27 = 33 = 14 = 9 = 32 = 25 = 52 = 35 = 12 = 25 = ...
50 = 54 = 35 = 12 = 25 = 52 = 35 = ...
56 = 30 = 10 = 7
57 = 22 = 13
58 = 31
62 = 33 = 14 = 9 = 32 = 25 = 52 = 35 = 12 = 25 = ...
64 = 26 = 15 = 8 = 23
65 = 18 = 34 = 19
66 = 16 = 24 = 26 = 15 = 8 = 23
68 = 21 = 10 = 7
69 = 26 = 15 = 8 = 23
70 = 14 = 9 = 32 = 25 = 52 = 35 = 12 = 25 = ...
74 = 39 = 16 = 24 = 26 = 15 = 8 = 23
75 = 55 = 16 = 24 = 26 = 15 = 8 = 23
76 = 23
77 = 18 = 34 = 19
78 = 18 = 34 = 19
87 = 32 = 25 = 52 = 35 = 12 = 25 = ...
88 = 34 = 19
91 = 20 = 27 = 33 = 14 = 9 = 32 = 25 = 52 = 35 = 12 = 25 = ...
95 = 24 = 26 = 15 = 8 = 23
104 = 36 = 54 = 35 = 12 = 25 = 52 = 35 = ...
23: 8 15 16 23 24 26 39 55 64 66 69 72 74 75 76 90 94 95 98
7: 7 10 21 30 38 45 56 60 68 86 92
13: 4 13 22 57 85 102
19: 18 19 34 65 77 78 81 88
25 52 35 12 9 12 14 20 25 27 32 33 35 36 42 44 48 50 51 52 54 62 70 84 87 91 104
It's amazing that all of these numbers reduce to these 5 cases. It's particularly interesting that 19 numbers reduce to 23 = wayne and that 23 numbers reduce to the sequence.
14 Feb 96
Valentine's Day! I'm obsessed with my numbers again, this time over a strange reduction process that convert powers into digits and adds factors rather than multiplying them. For the numbers from 1 through 104 the results are:
23 21 times 23 21 = wayne ellis
25 17 times
23 + 25 = 48: The Hermit, 23 * 25 = 575, 21+17 = 38 = VISION.
7 10 times + 7 = 55: The Ace of Swords
19 9 times +19 = 74: The Benefactor
13 6 times +13 = 87: The Hermit Exalted
29 6 times +29 = 116: VISION Exalted
35 5 times +35 = 151: Heaven Lies Within Exalted
5 2 times + 5 = 156: The High Priestess
12 2 times +12 = 168: The Hanged Man Twice Exalted
31 2 times +31 = 199: Abundance Twice Exalted
41 2 times +41 = 240: The Lovers Thrice Exalted
43 2 times +43 = 283, 823 from the inside out. 8 = 23, interesting.
Note that if we convert the first 5 numbers to letters we get:
W Y G S M
If we use the corresponding counts, we get:
U Q J I F
WAY 23 1 25 49 = 72 = 55 = 16 = 24 = 26 = 15 = 8 = 23
WHY 23 8 25 56 = 30 = 10 = 7
WXY 23 24 25 72 = 55 = 16 = 24 = 26 = 15 = 8 = 23
23 * 1 * 25 = 575
23 * 8 * 25 = 4600
23 * 24 * 25 = 13800
Curious. The three main letter readings that I use are my "A", "H", and "X" readings, in that order. These are the only letter readings I felt moved to copy and hang on my wall at work!
If we do number reductions on the letters, before we multiply, we note that both 8 and 24 "reduce" to the same number, 23.
23 * 23 * 25 = 13225 = 2:25-31 CCW, span of 6:The Lovers, centered at 2:28. This is The High Priestess: The Man with the World in His Hand. Now isn't that interesting. 228 is the sum for my whole name, WAYNE ELLIS HARTMAN JR.
228 = 2**2 * 57 = 79: The Magician.
WAYNE = 23 1 25 25 5 = 79: The Magician. Note 7:The Chariot and 9:The Hermit
ELLIS = 5 12 12 25 19 = 73: True Heaven Lies Within.
HARTMAN = 23 1 19 25 13 1 25 = 107: "light" Exalted.
It's interesting that none of my names reduce. All three are prime!
Sum = 259 = 7 * 37 = 44 = 33 = 14 = 9 = 32 = 25 = 52 = 35 = 12 = 25
From the inside out we have 529 = 23 * 23. Now isn't that interesting.
WAY = 575. WAY + 1 = WAY + ONE = 575 + 1 = 576 = 24 * 24.
But, ONE = 23 25 5. WAY + ONE = 23 1 25 + 23 25 5 = 46 26 30 = 25 23 7. Now isn't that interesting. These are the top three reduction numbers. Further, if we map the other members of the (25 52 35 12) repeating sequence to 25, the three numbers would be in order of frequency as well.
We're definitely onto something here. The numbers are connecting in ways that are amazing, literally beyond belief. There is a strong sense of discovery. These relationships are not there by accident. Bit by bit, my mission and the nature of reality is unfolding before my eyes and mind. I am a participant in the process, but my major role is to watch what unfolds and try not to get in the way of what is being revealed. This requires a deep trust in the process and an allowance that accepts that things may be other than they seem.
The thought crosses my mind that I am indeed crazy. My methods and my interpretations are without any prior basis, foundation, or training. As far as I know, they are unique and unrelated to anything that I have ever been exposed to in this existence. Curious that this would be so given how much I have been exposed to.
15 Feb 96
Down to six weeks and counting! Still not worried, but I have no idea as to what is in store. There is a sense of excitement living on the edge. However, it is not really on the edge. The universe or consciousness has things well in hand. I just don't happen to know what she has planned. It will be what it must be. I have a destiny awaiting me. More and more, it appears that it is time for that destiny to manifest. There is a heightened sense of readiness, a sense that I am prepared now to embark on a path that allows my works to be done. Of course, my works are whatever works consciousness would choose to do through me.
19 Feb 96
Once again, another three days without writing; and I was doing so good for the month. There is something about the difference in location between here, Sunnyvale, and home, Monterey, that makes a difference. A quick estimate would be that the split of writing output is something like 90% vs 10% even though the free time split is closer to 30% vs 70%. Interesting. My sense is that it has something to do with astrocartography. The 80 mile delta (60 as the crow flies) is enough to bring two additional lines into play. The Mercury line (communication and writing) comes very close to Sunnyvale.
Larry found a few mistakes in my number reductions from last week. It turns out that there are exactly 23 out of the first 104 numbers that "reduce" to 23. Interesting. 23**2 = 529 = 855 = weh reversed. Something tells me that this is no coincidence. Also curious is that there are exactly 16:The Tower occurances of 25:First Knight.
These two numbers have an interesting place in the sequence:
(5) 2 7 9 16 25 41 66 107
My sense is that this is another piece in the puzzle that indicates where I am currently at. It seems that I have reached or am soon to reach 23**2. I just had a visualization of checkers and "squared" corresponding to being "KING-ed". Interesting. Perhaps "philosopher king" is in the cards after all. And further, sooner than I think.
It's very interesting that (wayne)**2 = weh reversed. It's also interesting that 16 = P, 23 = W, and 25 = Y. Hmm, it's the squares that really matter however.
16**2 = 256 = 2**8 = 28 = 29
22**2 = 484 = 2**2 * 11**2 = 134 = 2 * 67 = 69 = 3 * 23 = 26 = 2 * 13 = 15 = 8 = 23
23**2 = 529 = 232 = 2**3 * 29 = 52 = 35 = 12 = 25 = 52
24**2 = 576 = 26 * 32 = 58 = 2 * 29 = 31
25**2 = 625 = 5**4 = 54 = 2 * 3**3 = 35 = 12 = 25 = 52 = 35
26**2 = 676 = 2**2 * 13**2 = 154 = 2 * 7 * 11 = 20 = 2**2 * 5 = 27 = 33 = 14 = 9 = 32 = 25 = 52 = 35 = 12 = 25
27**2 = 729 = 3**6 = 2**2 * 3**2 = 54 = 2 * 3**3 = 35 = 12 = 25 = 52 = 35
28**2 = 784 = 2**4 * 7**2 = 96 = 2**5 * 3 = 28 = 29
29**2 = 841 = 292 = 2**2 * 73 = 95 = 5 * 19 = 24 = 2**3 * 3 = 26 = 2 * 13 = 15 = 8 = 23
30**2 = 900 = 2**2 * 3**2 * 5**2 = 106 = 55 = 16 = 24 = 2**3 * 3 = 26 = 2 * 13 = 15 = 8 = 23
31**2 = 961 = 312 = 2**3 * 3 * 13 = 39 = 16 = 24 = 2**3 * 3 = 26 = 2 * 13 = 15 = 8 = 23
32**2 = 1024 = 2**10 = 2 * 3 * 5 * 7 = 17
Note that 32 squared reduces to The Star and its factors are the first four primes! Further, it is preceeded by a 23 triple. 28**2 reduces to the same number that 28 reduced to (29). Prior to that we have three years in a row that reduce to the (12 25 52 35) cycle.
My intuition tells me we're at or moving rapidly to the 24**2 step. This is my 7:56 merkaba combination that is reflected in my triangle readings. [Pg 16 : The Tower Ln 7:56]. How's that for confirmation. There is even information embedded in how the words are placed on the page. It's amazing just how ochestrated everything is. Clearly this is not done consciously.It is amazing nonetheless.
23**10 = 2310 = 2 * 3 * 5 * 7 * 11 = 28 = 29 = beyond!
This is the number whose factors are the first five primes, the next major step.
2 Feb 96
I also found that the sequence (n-1)(n)(n+1) has some interesting properties.
10 11 12 1320
11 12 13 1716
12 13 14 2184 28:00(78) = 21:00(104)
13 14 15 2730
14 15 16 3360
15 16 17 4080 40 Triangle
16 17 18 4896 48 Triangle
17 18 19 5814 [ADDED 10/97: 57:ELLIS * 102]
18 19 20 6840 [ADDED 10/97: WAYNE @ 40]
19 20 21 7980 [ADDED 10/97: 798 = 228!]
20 21 22 9240
21 22 23 10626
27 28 29 21924 Centered at 918 = 9 Triangle
Note that consecutive numbers 16 and 17 result in triangles and further that these triangle numbers are a perfect pair 40 + 48 = 88. The second of these is 48:The Man in Search of More and the date 4/8/96 is my upcoming birthday.
Note also that n=28:The Man with the World in his Hands has The Hermit triangle buried within it. Further, it has a span of 13 counting both endpoints, running from 9:12 to 9:24. Its interesting that this stops one shy of 925, which reversed = 529 = 23**2.
So, am I making mountains out of molehills? Am I seeing things that aren't really there? My sense is no. These are indeed valid observations. Further, that they are guided by an intuitive process gives them that much more credibility, at least in my eyes. Interesting.
21 Feb 96
Didn't get much sleep last night. Between the rain, the wind, and thinking about how I wanted to respond to the President's letter, I was was up most of the night. I must have composed the letter in my head 20 times during the night. When I got to work, I wrote what I regard to be the best letter of my life. If that is not sufficient to get attention, then nothing is. I'm curious to see what the response will be this time.
7:56 showed up twice on my way home last night. The first occurrence was as a time during the first third of my commute home. The second was the tripmeter mileage as I purchased my dinner at Jack In The Box. These occurred within about 10 minutes of each other. This number is 428 = The Emperor: The Man with the World in his Hands.
22 Feb 96
Looking back, it was pretty audacious of me to write to the President in the manner that I did yesterday. But, it was something that I just had to do. He may not know me from Adam, however if yesterdays message wasn't enough to get his attention and the attention of his staff, then nothing will. Anyway, what will be will be. I took the initiative and did what I could in the best way I knew how. Now, the ball is in his court -- or, more accurately, in consciousness court. Interesting.
Just noticed that the 88 completion number for 23 is 55 = New Way. Now isn't that interesting. wayne (+ The Moon) => Wayne (+ The Hierophant) => new Way (+ The Hermit) New Way.
The Moon + The Hierophant + The Hermit = 1859. That's 99 years before I was born. I wonder what happened then. Whitman's "Leaves of Grass" was published four years earlier in 1855. My house was built 11 years later in 1870. 59-81 has a span of 22 CCW, centered at 70 = 528.
529 expresses the sequence 25 26 27 28 29. These are very important steps for the world. Hmm. I wonder if these are timing marks? Major shivers.
1859 528 25 26 27 28
1996 529 25 26 27 28 29
Delta = 137 = 1:59[78] years. The Aquarian Age Exalted. Now isn't that interesting.
Backing up 137 years yields 1722 = The Star: The Fool Completed
1859 = The Moon: The Aquarian Age
1996 = The Sun: The Moon Exalted
Moving forward 137 years yield 2133 = The World: The Christ
1958 = 14:40[137] The Page of Cups year of The Temperance Cycle
1974 = 14:56[137] The Balance year of The Temperance Cycle
1976 = 14:58[137] The Peace year of The Temperance Cycle
1996 = 14:78[137] The Tarot Completion year of The Temperance Cycle.
2007 = 14:89[137] The Justice Exalted year of The Temperance Cycle
2012 = 14:94[137] The Tower Exalted year of The Temperance Cycle
2025 = 14:107[137] The Light Exalted year of The Temperance Cycle
Just noticed that 89:Justice Exalted and 87:The Hermit Exalted are an 88 competion pair. However, they sum to twice 88 rather than 88. For the numbers between 89 and 98, the 88 completion is a number between 78 and 87 and results in double 88 or 176.
83:The Hierophant Exalted + 93:The Devil Exalted. These two are side by side in the upper right corner of my inverted triangle reading. Isn't that curious?
This 137 base places my lifespan in an interesting place in a cycle, where the key events in my life line up with very meaningful and relevant points in the cycle. There is no way that I could have discovered this without giving my intuition full room to roam. Hmm.
1996 marks one cycle of 22 since my introduction to metaphysics in 1974. The next cycle of 22 would complete in 2018 = 14:100[137]. The Fool Complete Exalted year of The Temperance cycle. Isn't that a kick!
Another major shiver after the realization that 1996 marks the Tarot Completion year for me. For the remainder of my life, I'm in the Exalted realm.
137 = 13**7 = 62748517
62 = The Blindfolded Lady
74 = The Benefactor
85 = The Chariot Exalted
17 = The Star
Reversed
71 = Building the Cathedral
58 = Peace, also the year I was born.
47 = ASLAN
26 = GOD
Note, if we add one and unfold from the inside out we get:
48 = The Man in Search of More. Also, my birthday.
75 = HARTMAN
21 = ellis. Also, The World.
68 = WAYNE
Now, isn't that interesting. All three parts of my name plus my birthday in one number! And further, only those components with no extraneous digits. Also, if I took the number from the outside in instead of the inside out, the parts of my name would have come out in the right order as well. In addition, the two components that I use came out with their ALL CAPS sums, while my middle name, which I never use, came out with its no caps sum.
4726 - 8518 = span of 3792, half span of 1896, center at 6622 = My Life Span: Fool Complete. This is especially interesting since The Fool Complete is also My Heart's Desire.
1896, the half span, is The Moon: The Moon Exalted. No wonder The Moon plays such a prominent role in my path. No wonder indeed.
68
2175
48 This is telling me that I am 9 years shy of 2184, my mission (last four of my SSN)
That would mean that my mission starts in 2005 and lasts for 20 years through Judgement, the top of my triangle reading.
Further, 2025 is 45**2. 45 is required for the wayne => WAYNE transition. 45**2 = 3**4 * 5**2 = 86 = 2 * 43 = 45 = 3**2 * 5 = 37 : The King of Cups = Riding the Subconscious. This is my present age and the center of my "H" reading. Further, the Tarot reading that I got over the Internet last night had 69 over 37, 68 next to 69 in the passing position, and 21 next to 89 in the future position. In the "H" reading, 68 is to the right of 37, and 69 is to the left of 37.
It's absolutely amazing that all this information can be coming together in this manner. All the pieces of the puzzle are fitting together. Further, it appears that they are definitely part of one puzzle. I haven't had time to think of what the ramifications of this are on my world view. Observing and discovering the nature of my personal reality is becoming a full time occupation.
Just noticed something about my SSN 575 68 2184. My SSN has revealed many meanings over the past two years. 7 and 56, the two drivers of my triangle readings have been prominent for most of that time. Yet I had never noticed that they were right there all the time.
My name is also embedded in my SSN
57 5 68 21 84
57 = ELLIS
5 = The Hierophant
68 = WAYNE
21 = ellis, also The World
84 = The Lovers Exalted [also, wayne ellis hartman jr]
5 75 68 21 84 This contains the same format for my name as 13**7.
5 = The Hierophant
75 = HARTMAN
68 = WAYNE
21 = ellis, also The World
84 = wayne ellis hartman jr, also The Lovers Exalted
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Another meaning for 413 is 41**3 = 68 9 21 = WAYNE The Hermit ellis.
9:21-86 = The Hermit: The World - Strength Exalted, span of 65, center at 9:53-54.
Hmm, this is 5:93-5:94 from the center out.
It's curious that the span is one year shy of my expected life span. That suggests the years line up with my years. I was born as The Hermit: ellis. My final year 9:87 will be as The Hermit: The Hermit Exalted. Further, 987 is the sweep from 87 to 89, The Hermit Exalted to Justice Exalted. The only number passed in the sweep is 88, infinity above, infinity below. WOW!
The coming year, my 38th is 9:59, The Hermit:The Aquarian Age. WOW, again!
2007, 11 years hence, is 9:70, The Hermit: The Juggler [528]
2012, 16 years hence, is 9:75, The Hermit: HARTMAN
2024, 28 years hence, is 9:87, The Hermit: The Hermit Exalted
2025, 29 years hence, is 9:88, The Hermit: time to ascend.
26 Feb 96
More number stuff. I can't stop thinking about them. The moon's not full, but my attention is captivated with uncovering what meaning the universe would have me find.
wayne 23 Wayne 41 WAYNE 68
ellis 21 Ellis 21 ELLIS 57
hartman 30 Hartman 30 HARTMAN 75
first + mid 44 62 125
total 74 92 200
jr 10 Jr 19 JR 28
TOTAL 84 111 228
210 = 2 * 3 * 5 * 7 --- 23 = wayne, 57 = ELLIS
210 (hex) = 528 --- 210 = 5 * 6 * 7 = 6 * 6 * 6 - 6
528 (hex) = 1320 = 10 * 11 * 12
888 (hex) = 2184 = 12 * 13 * 14
1320 (hex) = 4896 = 16 * 17 * 18 Also, my next birthday.
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8 1 = 1000 1 = 17: The Star
8 2 = 1000 10 = 34: Spirit
8 3 = 1000 11 = 35: Spiritual Inheritance
8 4 = 1000 100 = the pattern for WAYNE
8 5 = 1000 101 = the pattern for 69: Ace of Pentacles
8 6 = 1000 110 = the pattern for 70: The Juggler [528]
8 7 = 1000 111 = the pattern for 71: Building the Cathedral
8 8 = 1000 1000 = WAYNE * 2
8 9 = 1000 1001 = The Aquarian Age Exalted = 68 + 69
9 1 = 1001 1 = 19: The Sun
9 2 = 1001 10 = 38: VISION [NOTE: Jumps by 19!]
9 3 = 1001 11 = 39: Knight of Cups
9 4 = 1001 100 = 76 [NOTE: Jumps by 37!]
9 5 = 1001 101 = 77: CHRIST
9 6 = 1001 110 = 78: Tarot Completion
9 7 = 1001 111 = 79: The Magician
9 8 = 1001 1000 = 153 = 75 Exalted [NOTE: Jumps by 74!]
9 9 = 1001 1001 = 154 = 76 Exalted
It seems that we're in for some very interesting years ahead. This is a strange way to construct a sequence, but turns out to be a very meaningful one. Curious.
I never know where my excursions are going to take me anymore. Long ago, I stopped following any processes that I had ever read about. [Pg 29 Ln 7.56] Consciousness now is my sole guide. Further, operating in solo, I must wonder whether what I do are the musings of a sane man. For over two years now, I have had nothing with which to compare my works -- and further to compare my experience. This hasn't bothered me. To a large degree, I have always lived in a different world than that of those around me. However, never before has it been to such a large degree. I can function in the mainstream world. Others, however, may find it very difficult to function in mine, assuming that they could relate to it at all. Yet, there is a sense of magic in the air. Something is about to happen that will unleash a tidal wave of change. Exactly when or how I know not. But, it is close at hand. I can feel it, HERE, in this very space that surrounds me now.
The revelations are happening at a greatly increased pace. Everyday brings astonishing new discoveries. Yet, I am only aware of my own experience. My sense is that there are others out there like me whose mission is being activated. However, even with my extensive wanderings on the Internet, I have not yet found like-minded others who have been compelled to document their process in the manner that I have. Not that such people are not out there. I have no way of knowing one way or the other. If they are out there, consciousness has not yet found it appropriate for me to make their acquaintance. This confirms my own assessment that my nature is that of The Hermit and The Man in Search of More.
27 Feb 96
SPIRIT = 19/35/44/62/71/91 = Death Exalted
spirit = 37, Spirit = 55
CONSCIOUSNESS = 175 = 5**2 * 7 = 59. Also, 175 = 2:19(78).
consciousness = 3/9/14/15/18/27/33/36/37/42/47/48/49
FLESH = 6/18/23/42/50
flesh = 6/9/14/15/23 Now, isn't that interesting.
Observations:
consciousness (49) + 1 = FLESH (50) (enlightened flesh)
consciousness (49) + 6:The Lovers = Spirit (55)
FLESH + Hierophant = 50 + 5 = Spirit (55)
FLESH + Ace of Cups(Wayne) = 50 + 41 = 91 = SPIRIT (91) = Death Exalted
PURPOSE: To enable SPIRIT to be more fully expressed in FLESH.
SPIRIT(91) + The Lovers Exalted (84) = 175 = CONSCIOUSNESS
23 Exalted (101) + 74:The Benefactor = 175 = CONSCIOUSNESS
flesh = 63 5 18, span = 18:The Moon, center = 527.
This is one short of 528.
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I see these numbers before my eyes, and I allow their meaning to be brought forth through my being, but am I the one whose destiny is being foretold on these pages. Yes, I've always known that I was different, and that I specifically came to this world and this incarnation to carry out the work of consciousness. But, is this it? Did I truly come to play so prominent of a role? Or, is this ego coming out again? Yet, my sense is that I could not make up these words if I tried. They are truly beyond my imagination. Given this, where do I go from here? Thus far, I have no indication that any other soul in this world is aware of what I have uncovered in the past 3 years. While I have made much of my material public, there is no feedback to suggest a deep understanding of any kind. As the Hermit, perhaps such is what I should expect. Yet, I do not see how to effect change without some connection with others who are to carry out some of the ideas. There are over 5 billion humans on the planet. Surely there are others here to see that CONSCIOUSNESS is enfleshed.
27 Feb 96
"we the people" = 55 285 756735
285 = 825 from inside out. This is 528 reversed.
How did I miss the more obvious 55 285 756735
Note that the middle is 575 = 7:55 from the inside out.
28 Feb 96
light = 29
Light = 38 VISION
LIGHT = 56 Isn't that interesting!
23 to 29 = flesh to light. How appropriate for enabling spirit to be more fully enfleshed.
165974 = 28856(hex) = 28 856 = 28 429 = 28 24-25-26-27-28-29
165975 = 28857(hex) = 28 857 = 28 329 = 28 23-24-25-26-27-28-29
Well. What do you know. "flesh" to "light" guided by The Man with The World in His Hand
Center of 165975 is 768 = 756 + 12. Also, this is the 67 to 68 transition
Center of 28856 = 869 = the 68 to 69 transition.