BEST OF NOTES #18


3 Apr 95

Here we go again, the start of a new month, but a special month -- my birth month. In fact my 37 birthday is only 5 days away. I'm looking forward to what my 38th year has to offer. The past year has definitely been one of riding on the subconscious, and what a ride it has been! 38, however brings forth VISION, followed by 39 in 1996 which carries the gifts of VISION forth into the world. It will be interesting to see how this VISION, as a combination of subconscious and conscious processes manifests. For much of the past year, I've felt powerless to do anything, an actor in a play just going through the motions. To some degree, it has been a troubling time, yet it has been a time of the greatest spiritual growth in my life. My level of awareness now is far greater than it was a year ago. I know for certain that I am surrounded by a spiritual world even if my body does not appear to have benefited from this knowledge.

Listening to a conservative (Gene Burns) on KGO. He's about as right as they come. Many of the arguments involve the rights to one's property or the results of one's labors. In many cases they talk about "the government taking my money". Nowhere have they talked about what services are provided in exchange. The fact that you can get in your car and drive wherever you want basically for free didn't happen because free enterprise was out there building the necessary roads and bridges that constitute the infrastructure. He did mention the idea of socialism, "from each according to their abilities, to each according to their needs." Of course, his next words dealt with how awful this was especially when the state decided what abilities and needs were. And, in the essentially single case where this was tried such was the case. But, we aren't the Soviet Union, we know how to run an abundant economy. We just need the spiritual insight to realize our responsibility to extend the abundance to all of us -- and not just on the physical domain, but on the emotional, intellectual, and spiritual as well. Enlightened economy. How do we get this across to the people with the power to make it so? Perhaps that's what the year of VISION will bring. Thus far, it is not clear that the Play is calling for a work reassignment. The sense is that the NOTES are to continue indefinitely. As to a means of earning a living, I have no clue as to what is in store. I sense change is in order, but I don't know when or of what manner. When you think about what I am bringing through, the $100,000 or so that I would want to pursue this full time is nothing. Yet, within the present system, how do I find a way to earn such a sum per year? Especially, given that I don't want to work for anyone save consciousness directly. Actually, it's of no concern. Consciousness will establish the appropriate conditions when the time is right. Until then, I can only do the best that I can and bring through whatever consciousness would have me bring through.

Thus far I've sent ideas out to Bill Clinton, Al Gore, Tony Robbins, Ross Perot, Newt Gingrich, Diane Feinstein, The Shriners, The FreeMasons, Duane Garrett [KGO]. In every case, they seemed appropriate. Thus far, there has been no response, though in a few cases the packages were sent anonymously. What am I supposed to observe from this? The briefings came through very quickly and their format is for the quick dispersement of basic information. Once the material left my hands, however, I no longer had any control of it; where it goes and who is impacted by it is dependent on the Will of Consciousness. All the briefings are labeled with Beyond Imagination at the top of each page. Though, there is no way to track down this "organization" since it does not appear in the Monterey Phone Book, and is basically an organization of ONE. Namely, me. There is a sense of surprise that no one from the government has tracked me down. Then again, I offer no threat. All I have is words that talk about change. Further, it's of an order that is so great that most people would find it hard to believe. Interesting. To many of these people, I'm probably a madman, musing about things that are beyond possibility. Yet such is not the case, these things may be Beyond Imagination but they will definitely be when the time is right. When this will be, I know not, but I believe it to be well within a decade. Yes, this is the type of change that in normal times would take many decades if not a century or more. However, these are not normal times! The Aquarian Age is about to be born and the World will literally be transformed in the blink of an eye.

How can I believe this? I just know inside me that such is true. It comes from a place that I have learned to rely on. All that I can recommend is GO WITHIN and find answers for yourself. Look not to the illusion around you. It can literally change as fast as thought given the right conditions, and the right conditions are coming -- very soon indeed.


4 Apr 95

The network just went down again, providing for an interesting piece of information for me. When I started the computer back up again it said:

Attached to MOD_SIM ...
04/04/95 4:44:44
How interesting that so many fours would show up.

The question for the day is: what does all of this mean? Fours represent the Emperor. Yet, 44 is the youth unaware of the hand of god offered to him -- the halfway point to 88, the number whose completion is itself. 44 with 38:VISION yield 82 = The Emperor Exalted.

Just drew the Tarot Card for today. Would you believe, none other than 44, The IV of Cups, the very number we were just talking about combining with 38, the card from yesterday. It's as if the universe hit me beside the head with a sledge hammer. Once again, spirit speaks in a way that is beyond reproach. Then again, many have not eyes to see, nor ears to hear what I have seen and heard and know to be true to the innermost of my being. Most people look outward and ask why things are the way they are. I look inward and ask what I need to do to allow spirit to bring forth that which is required to change these things. The world is created from the inner via thought. Only through such is the outer made manifest. But, it is a mistake to think that thought alone holds the key. It is the consciousness that thinks and sustains the thought that creates the world. How many people in America would believe this simple truth? Yet, how obvious it seems that this is indeed the way the reality game is played. Interesting.

One more point. This morning, on the front page of the sports section, the most prominent jersey number was 44. The only other jersey was 13. I remember because I added the two to get 57. I also added 44 + 31 (13 reversed) to get 75. 57 = ELLIS. 75 = HARTMAN. Interesting. Also, 44 = wayne ellis. [23 + 21].


5 Apr 95

Driving to dinner tonight the trip meter reached 7777 @ 6:57. Reversing the time yields 7:56. Once again the numbers of the cards from the center of my triangle reading. Further, 7:56 is 4:28 = The Emperor: The Man with the World in his Hand. But, this jumps out as 2:48, The High Priestess:The Man in Search of More. Four 7's is definitely jackpot time. So, what does this mean? Jackpot = 1132762 = 1/2/5/7/14/20/22 with a small j. Jackpot = 31. JACKPOT = 76. This number comes up quite frequently. It is the year that I graduated and the year of the bicentennial of this nation. It is also the year that my niece Jamie was born. The Tarot card, the VIII of Pentacles has a man working away oblivious to any other concerns with many pieces already completed. Hum, 4 x 7 = 28 as well.

The Tarot Card for today is 42, the Man and Woman pushing cups together while the "winged lion above the caduceus" hangs above them. The man who has the wisdom to interpret knowledge from the higher worlds to others. Something about this symbol stands as the ideal for me. This is another card of the family of 6.

06 is The Lovers dealing with the relationship between conscious and subconscious and superconsious. I believe I've learned this lesson.

15 is The Devil dealing with the restrictions we place upon ourselves by remaining in ignorance and failing to look to the light of spirit.

24 is the Queen of Wands. My natal Sun shows up at 24::26 Pisces on a Sidereal Chart. The completion number for 24 is 64, renouncing my will completely for Thy Will.

33 is the 7 of Wands, with six senses firmly established and the seventh: the ability to leave the body at will about to be established. This is also the Christ vibration.

42 we've identified above. The sense is that we are almost there, my wife and I, even though our paths for seven years have been so different, it is now time to really come together as two people, each with something valuable to bring to the party. As to how the winged lion manifests, we'll just have to wait and see.

51 is the King of Swords, the King of the Desert. His justice is swift. I don't yet relate to this card personally but I may when the time is right. However, I just noticed that its completion is 37: The King of Cups, a number I am highly familiar with. Also 51 reversed is 15 discussed above.

60 has the Conscious leading the Subconscious and Superconscious through the calm waters. Interesting that this is the reverse of 06 where conscious looks to subconscious looks to superconscious. Interesting indeed. Also, the completion for 60 is 28, the number that most closely represents god. Further 6 and 28, the two numbers associated with 60 in meaningful ways are PERFECT numbers!

69: The Ace of Pentacles is the number that shows the fruits of allowing consciousness to flow through us and do its works. It shows the rewards of working to manifest spirit. The completion number is 19:The Sun, of course, representing spirit.

78: The Ten of Pentacles is the completion of the Tarot. Its completion is 10: The Wheel of Forturne.

87: The Hermit Exalted. Its completion is 1, The Magician. Interesting indeed. It's amazing the The Hermit showed up in this sequence.

96: The Moon Exalted is next. (1:18) Also 1::08 Strength

105: The Ace of Wands Exalted (1:27) Also 1::17 The Star

114: The Ten of Wands Exalted (1:36) Also 1::26 Page of Wands

123: Black Robe Exalted (1:45) Also 1::35 Spiritual Inheritance

I'm not sure what that was all about but there is something about the sixes that are particularly attractive to me. To some degree these define and map where my experiences will occur within the matrix of possible experiences. Actually, they are only possible because my present awareness does not fully recognize the nature of how physical reality is created. I still sense that I am more an observer than a participant, though this may be a problem. It seems that more of a balance should be in order. In some ways, I am not happy with my life. Yet, in other ways, I would not trade my experiences in consciousness with anyone. Being happy appears to be a choice, not a result of any particular events or things. Actually this is not quite right either. Happiness seems to be a natural result that just happens when things are going right and one's life is in order with a reasonable level of fun, enjoyment, and fulfillment.


7 Apr 95

Uranus period is about 84 years. 360/84 = 4.285714 degrees per year. Now isn't that an interesting number. Also 84 in itself was 06: The Lovers Exalted. Since it's also the sum of my whole name, let's investigate a bit further URANUS. (You are an US.) 3/12/13/18/21/22. Reversed = 1/4/9/10/19/22. Uranus = 21/30/31/36/39/40. URANUS = 21/39/40/54/75/94 = 88+6:The Lovers = 78 + 16 : THE TOWER EXALTED.

You ran us. You ran US. Reversed = "SUN AR U" = SUN ARE YOU. Interesting interpretations. Yet which be true. Something tells me that I'll know soon enough. But, there is definitely a strong Uranus connection. I feel it somehow to the core of my being. Both 22 and 84 are no accidents.

Given that Uranus is at 05:31 Capricorn, it has 24:29 to go to get to Aquarius. This is not exact because we're looking at things from a skewed perspective on the earth so planets go retrograde at times and don't move at exact rates across the sky.

By my calculations this transition to Aquarius should occur in 5 years 260.1638 days. This is a very interesting number as well pushing us almost exactly to the beginning of 2001.


17 Apr 95

Life has taken on a different flavor. I'm still the observer, fascinated by what happens. I know change is on the horizon, yet I also know that the timing is set by consciousness. The oracles are telling me it's time for self-change as well, that breakthroughs of self to Self are happening time and time again. Yet, there is something that says I can do something as the servant of the greater consciousness. Further, I do by employing my will to do Thy Will. The time of resignation is over. Yet, the Otter (8) calls for the yielding nature of Woman, while the number calls forth the same strength of the Woman over the Lion on the VIII Tarot Card. Interesting. I was born on the 8th as well. My strength comes from yielding and acceptance, not from outwardly directed force. Interesting indeed. Different methods of divination have resulted in not only the same basic symbology, but the same numbers for that symbology.

Once again, one has to admire the beauty of the fabric. The fact that all of this could remain hidden for so long is simply amazing. Then again, what is intuitive to me is not so to others, not in the least. It's interesting that my trust in the monitions of my consciousness is so great. Yet, there has been enough verified truth that has flowed forth that I feel comfortable with the channel and somehow knowing what is right versus what is not. I'm not sure how to explain "knowingness". It is not something that is taught. My experience of it has been direct, a feeling or intuition centered in the heart. Whether others experience this or not, I have no awareness of. I have never known another who spoke of this as an ability they relied on in their day to day experience of reality.

From the news, it is obvious that massive change is in the works. President Clinton just authorized the declassification of documents over 25 years old. Interesting, that's everything prior to 1970. I wonder if that will finally bring out some of the UFO stuff? The real stuff, not the lies. Much of the change seems relatively random and haphazard, as if there was no plan behind it, but I can't help feeling as if it's all being orchestrated by consciousness to reach a particular state at a particular time. There is a sense that the beauty with which it comes together will take one's breathe away -- perhaps even literally, allowing a Phoenix to rise from a nation of ashes. Interesting. There was this same sense while we were in Ashland during our trip last week. This reminded me of Dr Adolfo, and her statement -- not "Aslanika", but "As(h)lan(d)".


19 Apr 95

The Tarot Card for today is none other than 5:The Hierophant. Now, why should that come up on 4/19 in a 24 year. 23/24 = 47 = ASLAN. Interesting, this makes ASHLAND = 47+12 = 59. Looking at the digits individually we have 5:The Hierophant and 9:The Hermit. It's interesting that Her(m)it is contained within Hierophant except for the m=13:Death. "Her AM It" comes to mind as well. Hierophant = 8959678152 = 8/17/22/31/37/44/52/53/58/60. Amazing, The complement is 28 and 5:28 has been so prominent in learning the language of spirit. Further, the complement to the Hierophant is 83 = 05 = The Hierophant Exalted. No other combination satisfies the equation x + (78+x) = 88. x=5 is the only solution! It appears that the reverse partial sums may be revealing as well: 2/7/8/16/23/29/38/43/52/60.

I'm interested in PHOENIX as well 16 08 15 05 14 09 24 = 91 = 13 = 88 + 03. 1. 16 08 balance the 24 at the other side.
2. 15 05 are side by side as in my inverted triangle.
3. 14 is surrounded by 05 + 09 = 14.
4. The total results in Death Exalted = The Empress Completed.
5. Evenest split is 4/3 resulting in 44 + 47. [also phonetic split!]
6. Every other letter has a single digit value, and only these letters.
7. 09 is surrounded by 14 + 24 = 38 = VISION.

Something says to reverse things 61 08 51 05 41 09 42. Originally reversed the single digit numbers including the preceeding 0 but something felt wrong.

phoenix = 7865596 = 7/15/21/26/31/40/46 Phoenix = phoenix + 9 = 12/24/30/35/40/49/55

More and more, it seems that the time has come to do something, yet I know that I can only do as consciousness directs. The play unfolds before my very eyes. I'm excited by the challenge of unravelling it's meaning, but I don't revel in the taste of life anymore. I don't know that I ever fully did. To be in this world but not of this world. To observe the experiences of this being without being fully attached to the props of the play. There is something to knowing for certain that the true reality is spiritual, yet it is not something that is easily communicated. By all outward appearances, I may be a bit strange or eccentric, but my work is first class and I am an easy person to get along with. At the very least, I am kind and considerate. Getting to know me is a different matter entirely. You could say that physically, I am what I eat and drink. Emotionally, this gets a bit tougher, because I would classify myself as a hermit, no doubt about it, a married hermit, but a hermit nonetheless. I base this on the fact that my relationships with people are extremely limited and provide little room for emotional expression. Whether I created them this way or this was the way the Play is designed is an open question. Mentally, my constructs are much easier to see. Work for my job over the past five years literally occupies shelves and has been widely disseminated in the area that I work in. Personal writings have been abundant as well, though I'm not sure that I would call these mental creations. From a mental standpoint, however, you might say that I am what I think. From a metaphysical standpoint, this is transformed to I am what I believe. From a spiritual standpoint, the distinction is I am what I know. Knowingness crosses a threshold that thinking and believing never reach. At this point one might also state things as I AM THAT I AM. Was this not the response given by the Lord himself to Moses?

I find it interesting that for a person with limited memory, or at least that's my assessment of my memory of things, these notes go on and on without footnote or reference to anything. For the most part this comes from an immense faith and trust in the spontaneity of consciousness. I simply can't imagine writing these notes in any other way. There is a freedom of expression that cannot be bridled or tied down. Also, as always, there is the sense that I am an active participant in this production not the sole author. Yes, my knowledge and experience is essential to allowing this message to come through in this manner, but it is in no way sufficient. There is another party, consciousness herself, cooperating in this endeavor. I would bring forth that which she would have me bring forth to the best of my abilities. To what purpose? Obviously, I'm investing a lot of time and effort into this activity. Where's the payoff? As always, the payoff is in allowing consciousness to do it's works through you and seeing what wonderful works they can be. I've learned more about the nature of my own consciousness from these notes than I probably could have in a lifetime of reading the works in the field. Somewhere along the line, my focus came unglued from the character that I was playing. I realized, truly realized, that I was consciousness inhabiting a body to play a particular role in a drama that consciousness has created. One key concept that drove this home was that time does not exist, and that when Seth perceived a student in Jane Roberts ESP class, he had to focus very accutely on where that person identified their present to be. The bottom line is that it is already completed. Time is the mechanism that allows us to experience the illusion linearly.

Coincidence? I have a briefing open to chart 37 and the two numbers highlighted at the bottom are 23 and 68, wayne and WAYNE respectively. This is especially interesting since I just turned 37 a little over a week ago. The numbers deal with "Reduction" and "Total Reduction". I wonder what these words reveal. Nothing else on the chart appears to be important for any reason. Reduction = 18/23/27/30/33/35/44/50/55, the same outcome as Phoenix. Further, this shows up as the upper right card of my "X" reading and the partial sums are quite meaningful, every one of them. "Total" adds 20/26/28/29/32 = America/Victory/I AM Race. Further, the partial sums again have great significance.

Total Reduction = 32 55, 23 to 55, sweep of 32, centered at 39. 39 indicates that it is time to bring my message of Peace and Change to the world. This is also 5 2 33, which could mean that the 33 state occurs in 5 years = 1995 + 5 = 2000. It could also mean that 33 occurs in 5 months on the personal front. That's as early as September of this year. Interesting, since the current job situation is somewhat uncertain past this point in time.

32 + 55 = 87 = 09 = The Hermit Exalted. Interesting indeed. Is this confirming what I AM or what I am to be in the times ahead. I AM = 9 1 13 = The Hermit:The Magician:Death. The total is 23 = wayne. I'M = 9 13 = The Hermit:Death. Sum = 22 = The Fool, my Heart's Desire.


24 Apr 95

Now there is something more 1968 is a key year, the eleventh year of my life (for most of it, anyway) 19+68 = 87 = 09 = The Hermit Exalted. My intuition says to break 5795 into 5 795 which = 5 5 2 800 = 5 528 00. There it is again 528. That number shows up so many times that it's become somewhat of a verification that I'm reaching the conclusions that spirit is moving me to achieve. Why? This is of no import anymore. I know that I am on the path that is right for me and that I have achieved a direct connection with source consciousness that I can count on to give me all that I need. My only obligation is to express what spirit would have me express to the greatest degree that I can. Part of this requires continuing on the path of knowing myself, for the further down that path that I go the greater I can be of service to consciousness. To a large degree you might say that my life is not my own. And, you would be right, for a part of my life is inseperable from the larger consciousness. This doesn't bother me in the least. I feel no sense of loss in any way. In fact, if anything, I feel greatly expanded in consciousness as a result of these communications.

Yes, I still wonder at times whether I am crazy. However, the writings are quite consistent and the concepts extremely profound. Many times I'm dealing with the nature of reality and the nature of consciousness. Further, I'm doing it based on my own experience and words that come through in these notes. For the most part, these words have no proof. In many cases, they involve interpretation in which my intuition is highly involved. I see confirmation in various symbols in the world that I experience, but I look in places that few if any other people look. My experience is that there is a spiritual universe here, around us right now in our very symbol systems. If we develop our intuition, our inner sight, we become aware of the symbols that have been there all along and the meaning that they have in our lives. It's very much like learning a new language. I've been at it for approximately a year and a half. I'm amazed at what I am now versus what I was then -- in particular, where my awareness is. This has grown in ways that I had no means to be prepared for. Ultimately, I guess I was prepared. After all, I got through it with a positive experience overall. In fact, the bipolar disease that I was diagnosed with at the beginning of my spiritual transformation has resulted in several periods of mania that typically involve what I would call "flying". During these times my spirit soars and is only loosely connected to this world. These are highly positive experiences for me. I have not been subjected to the negative side (depression) that can characterize the disease. My sense is that my range is between normal and high mania -- one of the better types of bipolar that one can experience.

There is a sense that it is time to move things. I know it will happen when the time is right, but I can't help feeling that the time is right! Though, it is truly not my decision to make, consciousness guides my activities, doing her work through me to the degree possible.


26 Apr 95

Just made an interesting discovery. RIDER TAROT = 99459 21962, 479 and 937. The first of these = 5::39 = 6:11. The second 9 37 stands on it's own. 6 is the top of my "A" reading, 11 the middle of my "X" reading, 9 is who I AM, and 37 is the middle of my "H" reading.

Further, the totals are 36 + 20 = 56, the middle of my downward point triangle reading.

Capitalizing adds 8 x 9 = 72, resulting in 128 = 78 + 50. Interesting! If we just capitalize initial letters we get 56 + 27 = 83 = 05 = The Hierophant Exalted.

937 also yields 38 as a center point. 479 = 47 9 = ASLAN : The Hermit. Also, this can be reversed and split into its single digits 9 7 4 = The Hermit : The Chariot : The Emperor. The Chariot is the center of my upright pyramid reading.

9 74 = The Hermit : The Benefactor. 9 7 4 = 7:94 = 7:16 = The Chariot : The Tower Exalted. All of these interpretations call to my soul, confirming my purpose and meaning in this existence. This specific tool was specifically designed to build my intuitive skills. It may do that for other's as well, but the world that I live in is Wayne's World. In that world, I only know that which I experience. I trust my consciousness and awareness -- I don't necessarily believe much of what the illusion presents as reality. Yes, I appear to be subject to some restrictions as a part of taking form in this illusion, but it is not clear that those restrictions are absolute. My focus now is WHY, what is the meaning of it all. Each day I get closer and closer to the answer. In the meantime I observe what I am moved to do, and do what I can to keep as awake as is possible for me at this time.

Curious. 47 + 9 = 56, and 74 + 9 = 83 = 05 = The Hierophant Exalted.

937 = 10 * 88 + 57 = 10::57. 937 also = 11 * 78 + 59 = 11:59 = 1 2 12 = 12 12. So, hidden within TAROT we have 12:12. One just has to see things from the right perspective and allow one's intuition to guide one to the meaning that is hidden in the symbols. The transformations are simple. The require no calculators of computers. Simple additions, reductions, and multiplications more than suffice -- along with a few special operations that consciousness is aware of verbally, but that have no mathematical basis. Logic does not reign supreme in this realm. It can be a useful tool at times, but intuition will not give way to a logic that lacks spiritual dimensions and awareness. At least my intuition won't give way to such. Consciousness simply will not allow it.

Tarot Card for today is 76. This card deals with happily doing the work which must be done and doing it well without regard for much of anything else in the world. In short, one's work becomes one's life. In general, this might be poor advise; but, for spiritual work one cannot live in any other way. The pentacles are aligned as 6 complete, 1 in work, and 1 to be worked. 6:11 again. Interesting. The workman's clothes are threadworn, indicating little concern for appearance and single-minded focus on the job at hand. Hmm.

The completion for 76 is 12 : The Hanged Man, a card that I relate to deeply Also, I graduated from High School in '76. Something said to draw another card. 14: Temperance came up. This is the completion for 74 : The Benefactor [wayne ellis hartman]. Further, '74 is the year I found Seth, or Seth found me, or consciousness brought the two of us together. Connection after connection after connection. Further, these two surround 13, 75 = Death, HARTMAN. 75 is also the laborer whose plants come up with all leaves and no fruit. The second number gets modified by changing HART MAN to HEART MAN. That changes the count to 80 and makes 8 : Strength its complement. 80 = 02 = The High Priestess Exalted. 74, then becomes 79 and makes 9 : The Hermit its complement. 79 = The Magician Exalted. Adding Jr. 84 becomes 89 = 11 = Justice Exalted, the Center if my "X" reading. It also puts me at 88+1 = 1::01, 11 in its own way. Fascinating. Two weeks in a row, they got my name wrong at the movie rental place. I've been going there for over three years and they had never done that. Further, it was two different people trying to find me under "Heartman". Is the universe trying to tell me something or what. Simple actions, simple mistakes, all have significance -- that is they may have significance. Overanalysis doesn't help. The signals that consciousness is sending to you will come through when you are ready and not before. The process cannot be rushed and each must do the work to "know thyself". That is the key. Further, it is the reason for existence, period,

At dinner today with Jim B, he mentioned that the planets in transit are most powerful at their stationary points. For my Pluto square Pluto this occurred Mar 4. Looking back at the notes of that time, I was highly manic and great stuff was coming through. I found it extremely interesting that I watched the movies The Lion King and Fiddler on the Roof on the evening before that day.


29 Apr 95

Just one more day in the month. Lots of driving today to celebrate my Mother-In-Law's birthday. Good day overall. Coming home, however, just about 10 miles before the end of the trip, a very meaningful set of symbols came into my awareness.

Odometer Tripmeter Time
32412..... 666.5 ..... 9:37-9:38
32412..... 666.6 ..... 9:38
32413..... 666.9 ..... 9:38

666 always sparks my attention. 9:38 is The Hermit:Vision. That this change would occur just before 666.6 is more than coincidence. Now 32412 is interesting as well. 32 41 2 in particular is an interesting breakout. However, this is only the beginning. 4:12-32 has a sweep of 20:Judgement and is centered on 4:22 = 5:00 = The Hierophant. How appropriate. My normal way of reading the sweep is 412-423, which has a sweep of 11 and is centered between 417 and 418. The final odometer change alters this to 413-423, center at 418. 418 using a base of 78 transforms to none other than 5:28!

Thinking about my diagrams. 148 is the bottom base of the homeplate shape. The left side is 213 = 2::37 = 2:57. The top would be 638, an interesting number in it's own right. In base 78, we get 6:(132+38) = 6:170 = 8:14. It's extremely interesting that this is 418 reversed. Strength:Temperance. 8 is associated with Buddhism, 14 is the completion for 74. It also occurred to me that the 8 is my birthday, and the reduced number for my birthdate as a whole. In some way it represents home. It's also amazing that my first name traces key parts of a home plate image 23 68 41. Somehow I think that my destiny lies in following the path both ways. In the world, the path appears to be 12 23 36 68 84=06 41. However, I also sense that I have a counterpart to play which balances things from the spiritual side. As usual, this is the reverse of the material existence. 14 48 86=08 63 32 21. Note 86 is also the complement of 2, my soul ray. In the first set of numbers the three in bold are wayne, WAYNE, and Wayne. In the second set, 14 is the complement of my whole name (- Jr), 48 is my birthdate 4/8. Also, the 48 card is the 8 of cups, with the man in the red robe walking away from the 5 full cups of the senses and 3 full cups of the mind to wander off into the distant mountains in search of something more. This is definitely applicable to the way I live my life and where I focus my attention. No, I don't wander into the mountains anymore. I've found a rich inner world and a spiritual world that confronts me with it's symbols whereever I may go. Consciousness has found an opening through my heart and I am open to following her dictates. I don't know that I could do anything else.

In the mall today, I felt very out of place, like a stranger in a strange world. My sense of things was that none of the myriads of people that I saw will either lead a life such as mine or see the world in the way that I do. These notes are the only record of this perception of consciousness. I find that to be exceedingly interesting. In this world, but not of this world. I can definitely relate to that.

Back to the diagrams for a moment.

148 = 418 = 5:28
123 = 213 = 2:57 Notice 528 is down as well as across.
368 = 638 = 8:14 Notice 8:74 down and 8:14 across. Sum is 16:88.

Total = 15:99 = 16:21 = THE TOWER : THE WORLD


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