Hmm ... this is the first Sunday musing in awhile.  Perhaps that is a sign of things to come.  I'm moved to write once again.  That is good.  I am happier when I am writing on a regular basis.  There is something about this expression that brings a sense of excitement into my life.  There is something that happens here that doesn't really happen anywhere else in my life.  Here, I am engaged directly with consciousness in ways that I never knew were possible until 1993.  Why should this be so satisfying?  Because I get to use my natural talents in a way that is unique.  I never know what is going to come forth.  I never know what connections will be revealed.  I never know what new ideas will be expressed.  Something deep within me is connected to something that I call source.  I believe this to be the one consciousness that animates us all.  But, how can I be sure?  The bottom line is that it doesn't really matter.  It is what it is.  For the time being it is enough that it comes forth as it does.  Consciousness is important to me.  Expressing consciousness, expressing spirit in flesh is what I do.  I came to be a wayshower.  But, what way am I to show?  What I am doing here seems to be a big part of that.  If I can do this, then what can others do if they tune into the source within?  No, it may not be via writing as it is for me.  Each of us is unique and have our special gifts and talents.  It is these particular gifts and talents that can be utilized by source to do great things.  Creative expression is what it is all about.

But, is this expression any good?  If so, then why does it not sell, or at least attract a wider audience?  Not that I've given it much of an opportunity to do this.  We do have the Beyond Imagination site.  But, that is hit and miss for getting people to visit it.  In fact, it is not clear what kinds of searches one would have to engage in to find this site.  Is that something that is for me to correct?  The line from the movie Field of Dreams comes to mind: "if you build it, they will come".  Well, we built it, and some have found it, but is that enough?  Be not concerned with outcomes, these are for spirit to determine.  It is for you to do what you are moved to do.  Right now, that still involves operating solo, I guess.  Though, it seems that this is on the verge of changing.  Wishful thinking, perhaps.  But, one way or the other, we shall see soon enough.  I've been wrong about the timing of things before.  In fact, many times.  It seems that when I want something, life seems to move it in the opposite direction.  Life works better for me when I simply allow it to unfold as it will.  Can I be happy doing that?  Sometimes I am, sometimes I'm not.  It is not yet clear what determines which outcome.  That is OK.  I am willing to take life as it comes, trusting that at deeper levels I have my best interests at heart.  This is true not only for me, but for all of us.

What next?  Where do we go from here?  There is talk of a quickening.  There is also talk of a shift in dimensions.  How soon on the horizon are these changes?  I have been awakening for nearly 13 years.  At what point will I be awake enough to live the life that I am meant to live?  There is a strong sense that I came into this existence for a specific purpose.  There is also a strong sense that I am not presently fulfilling this purpose.  However, it is not clear what I need to do to change this.  On the one hand, it seems that it will happen when the time is right.  That is how most things happen in my life.  On the other hand, I am a creator manifesting the life that I choose.  Thus, it is up to me to create the right circumstances to carry out my mission.  The sense is that if I do what I am moved to do, this will happen naturally.  Though, there is another part of me that doesn't want to wait.  Patience is called for, I know that.  It is for spirit to determine the timing of things, at least in my life.  How else would I know that I am ready ... or that the world is ready?  So, what am I moved to do?  Right now, coming here on a regular basis seems to be the right thing to do.  We'll see how long that lasts.  Though, it seems that it is time for a new and different form of outreach as well.  What that is, I don't know.  But, the sense is that I will know soon enough.  I will be moved to do what I need to do.  Trust ... I have found that trust is useful in creating reality, or at least in accepting the reality that we do create.  Everything happens for a reason, often many reasons.  Everything that we experience is drawn into our lives by us, no fine print, no exceptions.  We create it all, every aspect good or bad.  It is for us to take responsibility for our lives and our creations.  We are responsible whether we experience being so or not.  It helps if our beliefs and experience are aligned with truth.  But, that is not a necessity.  The truth is what it is.  Yet, our beliefs determine how we see the truth.  Our beliefs determine the reality that we draw into our experience.  Why is this fundamental truth not taught by our major educational institutions?  Why are we not taught such basic techniques as how to create our day ... how to bring what we want into our experience.  Perhaps "want" is the wrong word to use hear.  So long as we want something, we lack having it.  It is when we know that it is ours that our wanting ceases.