Today was productive. The mixture
of water, lemon juice, maple syrup, and cayenne pepper is an
interesting combination. In fact, it was all that I drank
today. Not a single soda! It's a start towards a healthier
lifestyle anyway. It tastes good enough that I should be able to
stick to it. Also, the food intake for the past two days was far
lower than I normally consume. It would be good to make that a
habit as well. Then, all that we need to add is exercise.
Taking some breaks to walk during the day would help alleviate some of
the tiredness as well. Though, there wasn't much of that
today. Still, I'm dying to do something different. I'm good
at what I do, but it is time for something new. I'm committed to
make that happen. It would be nice if it were in some kind of a
business of my own. But, I can't think of anything at the moment
that would bring in the kind of income that my current job does ... a
level of income that I have become accustomed to and reliant on.
Simplify your life is one answer. When your needs are simple,
there are far more means to fulfill them. Yet, at the same time,
we should be able to enjoy whatever environment is conducive to working
effectively. My present compensation is the value set on my
services by my employer. If my employer were spirit herself, what
value would she place on what I do? How do I live in a manner
that serves more? Serves others, serves the world, or serves
spirit. It all comes down to the same thing. I thought what
I was doing here was just that. However, it is not clear that
such is the case. Capturing this expression and sharing it on the
WWW and in books just doesn't seem to be enough. Spirit demands
more, at least of me. Or, I demand more of myself. Hmm ...
why is what I currently do not enough? Because so much of my time
and my life seems to be wasted doing things of little import.
Something Kipling wrote comes to mind, something about making every
minute worth 60 seconds of distance run. Every moment is
important. Every moment has the potential to be life
impacting. It is for us to appreciate each moment for what it is
... the gift of life, the gift of consciousness, the gift of Love.
What am I moved to do next? It seems that the wheels of change
have been set in motion and it is a matter of seeing where they
lead. To what degree am I allowed to express a preference?
And, if expressed, will it influence the outcome or not? To what
degree does destiny play its hand in all of this? To what degree
do we make our own destiny? How much of this is done consciously
verses at other than conscious levels? What do I want to do with
my life? What specific differences would I make? I would
build the foundations for a new world. Yes, that is a grandiose
goal. But, that is the task that I see is mine to do. That
is what all of my natural talents and training have prepared me
for. I would be a visionary, one who imagines what could be and
even how to make it so. At the basis of any society is a set of
fundamental principles upon which its foundations are based.
Change the principles and the foundations are forced to adapt.
Change them a lot and the foundations may even crumble. However,
the ideas are already out there ready to replace any foundations that
falter in any way. It is a matter of allowing these ideas to see
the light of day and work themselves into the mainstream. They
will do this because they are of utility, and for no other reason.
Sharing is how ideas get disseminated. One way to share is what
we do here. But that is not an effective way to get ideas out to
the masses. That is where TV, movies, and the media come into
play. That is where tens and perhaps hundreds of millions of
people are impacted daily. Though, it is not clear that those are
the people meant to be moved by what comes forth through me. It
seems that spirit has a far more select audience in mind. Though,
I do not know what this might be. How else might I share?
Thus far, I have put stuff out there in the hopes that people might
find me. What about seeking those others that I am moved to be
around? Is this an area that I can control? And, to what
degree? I have made some feeble attempts to do this in the
past. But, it seems time to do so in earnest. You will meet
who you are meant to meet, when you are meant to meet them, and not one
moment before. You are choosing your interactions
carefully. People still overwhelm you. There ways are
foreign to you, for you indeed are as a stranger in a strange
land. This will always be the case for you here, though you will
find other strangers here, even some who are distinctly familiar.
You already know that the earth is not your home, and the changes that
you are here to make are yours to see but not yours to experience.
I could fly higher than an
eagle. You are the wind beneath my wings ... Fly,
fly, you let me fly so high ... Thank God for you, the wind
beneath my wings.
Flying in consciousness is something that I still do often. So
much, that life would not be the same without such experiences.
This very expression would not exist had the soaring not occurred in
the early part of 1993. Life has been a true adventure in
consciousness ever since, an adventure that I would not give up for the
world. Hmm ... but is that not a form of attachment?
I AM THAT I AM THAT YOU ARE! Be Happy and Create Well!
LOVE,
Wayne
BEYOND
IMAGINATION: Creating the Foundations for a New World